🌹The 19z list (SUNSUN) & (JAYWON)🌹

23. Reckless

Jungwon pov:
*ping* I felt my phone vibrate next to me in the couch, right now I was alone since sunoo decided to go out on a date, leaving me, his best friend behind.

(In which I've been sulking the whole time)

"Jay?" I raised my brow when I read the contact, what the heck did he want?

But them my cheeks went red when i thought of what we did just a few days ago, and the fact that we partially got caught.

Jay- 'jungwon, you up?'

'Yeah, I'm up, why?'-

Jay- 'just texting to ask what time you and your friend are coming to the shop tomorrow'

I raised my brow when I read the message, when did I make plans to go? Does he want me to go?

'Um, why should I come, do you want to see me😉'-

I sent a flirty message, smiling a little when the three dots appeared, he must be typing up a juicy reply.

Honestly, I'm jealous that sunoo is going on a date with sunghoon, salty at the fact that sunghoon asked him out, while I'm over here getting fucked over by a guy who's putting zero effort in getting to know me.

Now guys, I'm NOT a hater.

But I just can't help feel a little livid when I see sunoo giggling at his phone and know that sunoo is closer to a real relationship than me!

I mean, they haven't even slept together, does sunoo have more self respect than me? Is he more worth getting to know? Why doesn't sunghoon view sunoo like Jay views me?

Ugh it's unfair!

I just wanna be loved too...

*ping*

The sound from my phone bought me out of thought.

Jay- 'well, you both need to come and get your piercings checked for any damage'

'Damage? We have been cleaning it and taking painkillers like you had instructed us'-

Jay- 'well I don't know what your friend and sunghoon have been up too, but me and you have...done it twice before it is fully healed, which is actually very dangerous and very reckless in my behalf since your meant to let it heal for 4-5 weeks, so I just want to make sure your safe'

I read the long message, biting on my bottom lip a bit nervous at what he was saying, shit! I'm so fucking dumb? IM SO RECKLESS! What if my clit turns black and falls off!

'Will I have to get my bar changed?'-

I sent a little hesitant, thinking back to the events of when I actually got the piercing.

Oh my- MY MIND WONT STOP WONDERING!

Jay- 'most likely, but it won't hurt-'

He sent, but the three dots kept going.

•••

Jay- 'I'll make sure to use...plenty of ice'

My face fired up when I read the message, locking my phone off and throwing it onto the opposite couch.

Just then the front door opened, entering a blushing sunoo with swollen lips.

I didn't even have to guess what might have had happened on his little date.

Tsk.

"Hello jungwonie~" sunoo walked over to me with his arms open, I smiled and hugged him back, pulling him into my lap.

"How was your date?" I asked curiously, I bitter taste at the back of my throat, arms squeezing possessively around sunoo.

He smiled, turning his face to face me, "it went really well actually, did you know that sunghoon is 26?!" He slipped out of my lap next to me.

My eyes widened a little, 26?!, wow, sunoo is interested in older guys?

Ew.

"You like that?" I raised my brow, I don't think I could ever be with a guy that much older than me, it's creepy.

"Yeah, I think it's hot, and plus, he's such a good kisser~" he smirked, fingers going to graze his slightly swollen lips.

I raised my brow suspiciously, "did you two...do it?" I perked up expectingly, "nope, it was just a steamy...romantic kiss in the car, nothing more" he said proudly.

Now I felt bad about myself, I let a guy fuck
me before having a romantic kiss with him first.

"Hey, it's abooooout...11:30, let's head over to the convenient store before 12 yeah?" He said, already up to put back on his shoes.

I huffed but got up anyway, I guess I could use an ice pop right now.

Xo-o-o-o-o-o~