In wrong era, the right us(vhope)

Chapter 21-I am realizing it now?

Giving update one day befor coz I delayed last week!(it's not a surprise update! Next Monday update will depend on the vote target given to you! And don't forget to comment dear cubies UwU or I will come and haunt you in your dreams!)

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The mid night

Jungkook was sitting all alone on the regular meeting place, and was completely drowned in the deep abyss of his thoughts.

From past few months, whenever he is with jimin, he feels a strange, very strange emotion in his heart. The emotion, is like, he wants him now.

And this is not a want like of want, it's hard to explain for him, but it is like-

Jungkook's pov

"It is like I want you as my life partner, and not as a friend anymore." I mumbled to myself, as I placed my hand over my crazily beating heart, as the mere thought of him make my heart go insane now.

It is too much.

Aren't we both are men? Then how can I feel this way for you?

What will you do if I tell you about my feelings, that how I feel for you? How much I want you, but not as a friend, instead as my lover, my husband, my another half.

"But I was supposed to feel this way for a woman, then why I am feeling like this for a man?" I asked this to myself.

The silence of the cold yet calming night suddenly started to engulf me, pulling me into that uncomfortable hug, which made me feel a lot uneasy.

I hugged my knees close to my chest, and rested my chin on them, feeling a guilt rising in my heart, and eyes feeling warm despite of being surrounded by the coldness of this night.

"Why can't you understand?! That you were supposed to feel this way for a woman, but you feel like this for a man?! Why can't you understand?! Why why why!!!!??" I scolded and asked my heart, sounding like a complete moron, because I know, I am not going to get anything in response, but-

"Because you can't feel that for a woman, that's why you are feeling like this for a man." Said a familiar voice from behind, which made me turn my gaze towards of it in an instant with widen eyes, which only widen in horror even more, when I found jimin standing there.

"Who's he, kookie? I am sorry that I heard your talk with yourself, but, I am glad that I did, because I didn't knew that you were feeling this low."

He said, and walked close to me, sitting down in front of me, as he started at me with a small smile on his face.

"Who's he, jungkook? Remember, we promised that we will ask each other a question about ourselves daily, and we have to answer it, when we just met? So, I can ask you this too. Who's that lucky man, jungkook? Don't worry, I will never judge you for anything." And I felt like my words got stuck in my throat, as he asked about it again.

Tell him. Tell him jungkook. Don't hide it anymore. If he truly understands you, of he truly ever thought of you as his friend, he will stay, or else.

Or else, he will leave.

"You" I said, and in no time, his eyes went two time bigger, while I just stared at him.

I moved my hands to cup his face in my palms, making him went completely still on his place. We both, were silent, and just continued to stare into each other's eyes, letting the silence of this forest engulf our existence.

"You. I love you. I fell in love with you, do you understand?! I love you! That man is you jimin. I, just, love you"

Jimin's pov