tell me are we wasting time?
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Have you ever woken up in the middle of the night and thought about missing the one person you love? The one person who you truly care about? The one who loves you like no one ever can?
The feeling of missing someone is like having an empty hole in your heart; almost hollow. It's like when you get excited for something, and end up getting disappointed. That's the initial feeling of missing someone.
Being so attached to someone and having them leave is such a tragic event to happen.
You never know when they're going to come back, or when they're going to call or text, or when they'll even acknowledge your presence.
It's heartbreaking.
I'd wake up almost every night since he left and think, "What if he finds somebody new? What if he crosses paths with someone much better than I am? What if he forgets about me?"
These questions race through my mind all throughout the day. I know he won't won't find somebody new; that's just him. I know he'll cross paths with someone better than I am, but he'll always remember me.
It's the 'what if' questions that make me stumble back a bit and wish that he was right back next to me in bed, snuggling his head beside my neck and leaving little trails of kisses while whispering 'I love you' in between each one.
I miss that. I miss it like crazy.
He drove me crazy, but that was never a problem for the both of us.
I couldn't imagine a world without him, but I'm living in that world.
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yes I know, short chapter. but it's just getting started. I haven't introduced the main character yet because I wanted you to imagine how she'd look like first. hope you like it so far!
- j
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My Way of Missing You (l.h)
FanfictionI miss him. I miss him so fucking much. It's as if another part of me fell off, and he's that missing part. I love him, of course I do. Does he still love me? Does he still care about me? Does he still think about the times we spent together? It's...
