Hey everyone!! how are you'll doing?! I'm a newbie writer and I want to show you'll that what level of delusion I have.... so, basically it's a strong about a girl who lost her everything at a very young age. No one was there to support her as becom...
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I took a shower and dressed up myself and went inside my car. I drove home, I saw Joshua was doing something on laptop. When I moved closer to him I saw that his eyes was widely opened.
I sat beside him and asked about what that made him this shocked.
"What happened Joshua?!" I asked.
"Look at this! " Joshua turned his laptop towards me.
I looked at the laptop and I was so shocked looking at the response which Ms. Winter's was getting through the project.
"She is getting great response!" I said and I didn't realised when I started smiling.
I was looking at the response sheet when I saw Joshua looking at me weirdly.
"What?" I asked him.
"Nothing! Just looking at my bro who is smiling like an idiot." Joshua said looking at my fading smile.
"Ughm(clearing my throat) what is the response of our project?!" I asked him.
"Well!! It's not bad. It's going good. Many people are giving a great response." He said while showing me the response sheet.
I got up from my place and started going upstairs.
"I think someone is very excited for tomorrow's event!" Joshua said while teasing me.
I gave him a death glare.
"M-mom! Is the d-dinner re-ready?!" Joshua said by escaping from there.
I walked inside my room and sat on the couch of balcony.
"Why am I seeing her everywhere? Why am I thinking about her everytime? Why I got angry when someone talked about having her? Why I killed them? Why I called her 'MY QUEEN'? Why I got satisfied after finishing them? Why I called her mine? Why did I smilled looking at her response sheet? Why I'm excited for tomorrow? Why am I so obsessed with her? Why am I so possessive for her? What she have done to me?!" I asked myself all these questions and I perfectly know that I don't know the answers.
Am I really started liking her?! What?! How can this even possible? She is not even interesting in talking with me! Not even interested in looking at me. How can I like her? I just met her only for 4 times. How can I develop feelings for her?!
I was very confused about my feelings for her. I was not hating her but also I was not accepting that I like her.
I was thinking all this. Actually finding answer for my questions.
I understood that I was attached to her not emotionally nor romantically nor physically but I am attached to her mentally.
I always think about her. My mental state is not right.
