Poems to and from the moon and jellyfish

Poem 1 - Drowing

Drowning
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Do you know how drowning truly is...?

Having water enclosing my lungs

Feeling it

the night make the ocean cold

Seeing it

seeing how it flushed over me

Looking at how it glistened in the night like you

Did you see me? Floating around there

I saw so much.. I almost saw so much of me

What's wrong with her they say

She's are always in her head..

Are they okay?

Am I okay as they question?

Am I here?

It feels as if I could drown myself in this ocean forever

I fear no noise is no where- am I here?

Feel the water change course

I roam around having my eyes clothed

Knowing that I die here, my bubbles say

You're not okay.. you're not normal

You're broken- shattered
weird..

Lingers of the ocean lingers of your name

Your smell

Your taste

Fuck leave me alone!

For what reason did you have to drown me for..

Take everything I loved for you.

If for a second would you..

Would you actually love me...

the one who crumbled not crashed

When you touched me

It felt as if I

Danced onto the clouds.. you were passionate

Sweet.. our bodies danced as your tongue did too

I wanted to become yours,

I needed more of your touch

It was intoxicating..

it was killing me poisoning me,

Did you see?

You probably didn't your

mind was enclosed of how much you loved me

How your love bites took wins and hits over me..

you thought you loved me..

As you thrusted into me..you told me you loved me after..

I craved your touch,

your voice it lingered to me like as if I could hear it non stop

Seeing your smile.. seeing you happy because you see you're "obsessed"

we were "obsessed" but with details we never knew about each other..

putting things as flaws instead of red flags

When your touch and mind needed me..

Did it?

The initiative of love we made..

         The end🪼.
By-alexis