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I startle a little hearing loud buzz of the door opening I sigh looking at omari checking

he's still asleep I look at Curtis as he smiles staring down I swallow all my fear and look

back at him "damn I ain't know we talking is we even allowed my lawyer don't recommend this"

I roll my eyes "ight then bye was finna give you chance to tell my errything of that"

"night see if I can forgive yo bitch ass and give it on stand tomorrow but I got other shit to"

"do since youn want me here" I say getting up "hol up you want me free" he says looking me

weirdly then sat down "when you grieve you taught to forgive and let go of anger and hurt"

"and I'm trying to do that with you I mean you lost yo brother too you know what it's like"

"losing someone you love wit yo whole heart and then wanting them die knowing"

"ain't shit you could do we both went through at and I've been going therapy for it"

"and I wanna move forward I'm done grieving d thang I wanna forgive and move past it"

I mumble moving stroller back and fourth "you gotta kid" "no it's a doll" I say rolling my eyes

I look at omari who was just staring at me just how von does whenever I'm sleep

He just stares at me which wakes me up cause shit creepy "you look just like yo father"

"child stop starting at me like that"  he smiles making me chuckle "why you want me out"

"i wanna forgive you and heal and if that means you out it means you out ion wanna hold"

"hate or anything against you I'm done I wanna move along" he looks me but I ain't break

character or eye contact I only don't give a fuck about forgiveness or not I could care

less I just wanna get in his head before trial "why you here" "bro I just told you" I say

mugging him "you just like d thang I tell you sum whole time yall don't listen to shit like"

"I dead ass just told you to ass gon ask why I'm here" I say shaking my head I say unbuckling omari 

"why you wanna move past I killed yo brudda" I nod "I know but I'm done wit the hate"

"errything I wanna move on" I say taking omari out sat him I'm my lap but of course he wants

to stand so I let him "how old is he" "two oww don't start" I say looking at him since