LOVE is characterized by mutual respect and concern, while LIMERENCE is one-sided and obsessive. LOVE fosters growth and stability, whereas LIMERENCE is more focused on Infatuation and Mania.
"Pl-lease,...I-i beg you, for God's sake l-leave me...
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10 | ATTRACTION OR DISRACTION
With each, passing day, Jungkook found himself locked in a silent war within his own heart, a battle against his growing feelings that he was determined to keep buried. He poured himself into work, becoming more ruthless and reserved, his every move cloaked in an air of impenetrable mystery.
Yet, the more he tried to suppress his emotions, the more they seemed to simmer beneath the surface, waiting to erupt at any moment. His dreams were filled with haunting visions of Heaven.
He couldn't help but wonder what it would be like to reach out and touch her, to feel the warmth of her skin against his. The thought was as captivating as it was forbidden, a dangerous game that he knew he shouldn't play. But the allure was undeniable.
As the days blurred into weeks, Jungkook's fantasies of Heaven intensified, becoming an all-consuming obsession. Her voice haunted him, a siren's call that echoed through his thoughts, tempting him to surrender to the forbidden feelings that gnawed at his soul.
He struggled to maintain his facade of indifference, to convince himself that the ache in his chest was mere distraction rather than something deeper, something he dared not acknowledge.
In midnight, sprawled on the bed, Jungkook's mind waged war against his heart. His lips moved, whispering denials as he clung to the notion that there was no reason he was feeling anything for Yn "There's no reason I would like that nuisance.... she always annoys me"
Jungkook's mind reeled like a boat adrift in a stormy sea, grasping for reasons to justify his wavering self-control. In the quiet stillness of the night, he murmured argument against the growing allure that eluded his grasp "What does she even have?"
"I have seen many women who are much prettier than her......... but she is also small, so beautiful and so captivating" He didn't intend to speak that, but it automatically came out. Jungkook squeezed his eyes shut in an attempt to block out the mental image of her petite form.
Frustration bubbled deep within him at the unwanted admiration that threatened to surface. Flinging an arm across his forehead, he admitted in a strained whisper, "Because of her, I can't even sleep peacefully. She is all I dream about"
He found himself lost in surprisingly onslaught of unwanted emotions as he muttered bitterly "That small creature is driving me insane with each passing second" he fears the power of his own longing. To acknowledge it, to admit his feelings for her.
More weeks passed, he persisted in maintaining a mask of indifference, yet his actions betrayed his inner turmoil, whenever he would see any beautiful thing, he would buy it for Heaven.
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As Heaven sat comfortably on the plush couch in the living room while watching TV. Her peaceful moment was interrupted by a maid's voice "Madam, master's second-in-command has arrived and requests your presence"
