I just broke up with my best friend few days ago and funnily enough, I knew it was coming but I hoped it will never come.
To tell you the truth, he wasn't the first person I made my best friend but I couldn't wait to make him my best friend . Immediately, I realized that we had a connection because he made me feel wanted , alive , like I matter and so many more.
But looking back now, I feel like I don't love my self that's why I seek love else where and it happened that he gave me the attention that I wanted to feel whole and it sucks too much that i feel that way and I have no body to talk to about it since I'm back to square one now.
Many times , I have tried to pick up the phone and tell him , I miss him but the truth is I don't miss him but rather I know that he always listen to me and I won't feel alone again.
Guyz, I feel so depressed than ever but don't worry , suicide isn't on my mind . I will be fine , just needed to voice it out and get to love and live for myself more.
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