It All Started With Words

Envious mixed with jealousy (pt 2)

The story continues,
Here is where we left off, Sierra, Rosie's childhood friend is visiting , and somebody is a little envious, but then again, She's feeling a lot of jealousy, It feels like she wants her girlfriend to herself or just feels like she's going to replace her,

Anyways, let's get to the point.

"Dear diary, envy is common, but it with jealousy doesn't quite mix. No, it's like an even worse mix, Sierra is an innocent girl, and
a good thrower, but Rose just talks to her more than me, Is she.. replacing me?

Love? Huh! Oh, Rose! Holy shit you scared me!
Are you okay?
I'm fine, why?
I was just wondering,
you have just been quiet ever since I reunited with Ser- I mean Sierra, No, it's okay,
Are you sure it doesn't seem like it's okay,
I'm okay.. Just, you can talk to Sierra if you want..

I'm clearly not okay..
I need to talk to someone..
I'll talk to Brooke, She'll give helpful advice.

(Later)
Oh, hey
Hey, So what'd you call me for?
I.. have a problem, If it's an abusive problem, I don't wanna get involved..
No, no, no, not your kind of problem,
(A/N: I feel so sorry for people who go through this, anyways.)
It's my kind of problem, an emotional problem,
Emotional problem?
I think
My emotions are trying to shit with me.
How in the fuck does your emotions shit with you?
I don't know? Anyway, I don't know what to do, It's okay, I felt that way before,
I felt that way in middle school, What the hell do you mean you felt that way?!
You were the happy one.
Yeah, but that was before Chelsea got with Margaret, Chelsea got with Margaret?!
Holy shit, yeah, they dated back then,
How do you fuck do you not remember?!
It was a long time ago!
So what should I do?! Try to open up to her, tell her the truth, I talked to her because she asked if I was okay earlier, but that didn't work, I just lied to her! I fucking lied to my girlfriend! We would open up to each other about everything, but that time, I lied!

You didn't lie,
You were hiding it (they hugged)

I gotta go, You have treatment today..?
No, for some reason, they let me have a day off therapy..

(She was right, of course. Telling the truth is a good thing because "honesty is the best policy." I don't want her to think I'm a liar.

I want her to know I feel replaced,
Insecurities, am I right?! Holy shit you gotta hate them.

But it's better opening up than bottling up your emotions.

To be continued.

(A/N: One of the one shots is going to be a
crossover with Class of '09, so stay tuned for that.)