Rejected

Chapter 9- Forgive Me?

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"What? He's your mate?!??" Rachel asked.

"Umm, I think so, I mean I obviously can't smell him but I have this pull towards him and his voice is so hard to resist listening to-"

"OK! Ok ya, I get it, my brothers your mate." Rachel said in disgust, plugging her ears.

"Sorry." Chloe chuckled. Oh Rachel..

"Ok, so why exactly did we want to call your brother?"

"To know what guys like." Rachel said in a 'duh' tone.

"That was a rhetorical question. Anyways can we figure out this stuff in the morning? I'm getting tired." Rachel and Chloe mumble an 'agree' as we start to head up stairs to Chloe's room. After I get my sleeping bag and pillow set up, I slip into the cool comfort of the sleeping bag.

Why do mates have to be so complicated?

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"Hey Kyle! Look what I made!" I cried out to Kyle excitedly as I stared at my huge sand castle. I look over my shoulder to see him running to me. When I thought he was near me, I whipped around to scare him, but Kyle was nowhere in sight. "Kyle?" I called out into the night sky hoping he would come to my call. Nothing happened. It grew silent and I watched as the waves crashed upon the wet sand, over and over again. My heart clenched when I realized I was all alone. I would never have my one love. I hugged my knees and cried into them. Occasionally looking up at the sea. I was forever alone.

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I woke up with a jolt in my sleeping bag, rethinking my dream, or was it a flashback? It started out as a Flashback when Kyle and I were still friends and we built sand castles at the beach, but then it turned into a dream. I guess my feelings started to take over that flashback. I do feel kinda lonely. I guess that's what you feel when your rejected.

I get up out of my sleeping bag and head downstairs. I leave a note of paper on the table that says "I'll be back. I'm gonna go out for a run maybe." before I leave through the glass doors in the back. I hug my shoulders as I look down and stare at my feet, letting my legs take me wherever they wanted to. I started to think of all the things that happened. How Kyle and I were a team, how he just up and rejected me, how he wants to "talk" about things, but most of all how he doesn't want me.

I didn't even realize I was crying when I felt something wet, stroll down my cheek. Crying softly, I look up to where my legs brought me. I gasp as I stare at a place that is very familiar to me.

The beach.

My wolf whimpered as I sat down where I had sat in my dream and stare at the waves, crashing on the sand. That's how my heart felt. Just being constantly crushed, over and over again. My wolf was howling in pain inside and I cry louder and let it all out, and without thinking, lay down on my side. I let the tears roll down my cheek and onto the sand.

Eventually sleep comes, but I can't help but smile as a sudden warmth comes to me, and then I pass into the darkness of sleep.

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*Kyle's POV*

My wolf whimpered at the loss of his mate, well, our mate. We could see her barely through the window. She was talking to her friends. It was like that for a while. We basically watched all of the things she did. Call me a stalker but I can't help it. I did just try to kidnap her.

I'm still in wolf form when I lay down and stare at her from the treeline of the forest. As I am about to slip into sleep, I hear a noise from inside the house and immediately shoot up on full alert, but my wolf relaxes when he sees its Kali. She writes something down and then walks outside. She's in her pj's and her hair is kind of a mess, but of course she still looks beautiful.

I walk down the treeline, following her from the side. Where is she going in the middle of the night? I continue to follow her and eventually the treeline ends so I have to sneakily crawl behind her now.

'Why don't we just shift back, idiot? It would be a lot quieter.' My wolfs spats at me.

'Oh so now you talk to me?!' I spit back at him.

'Oh shut up! Just shift.' He growls.

'Fine.'

I shift in the forest and go to a tree that I know has some clothes. I slip on the shorts then the t-shirt. Ah, but no shoes, oh well. It'll be quieter I guess. I stop walking when I hear her start to cry. My wolf whimpers too and howls in pain.

'We hurt our mate.' He says with pain in his voice.

'How do you know?' I ask curiously.

'Her wolf is howling in pain too.' He says this time without emotion.

I look back up and realized I zoned out. My mate wasn't walking anymore, she was sitting on the sand crying and looking at the ocean. I felt the need to comfort her, but we're not exactly on good terms. When she lays down and her crying starts to die down I walk over to her. This is gonna be weird but I have to or else I will never fall asleep again in my entire life. I do something really weird after that.

I lay down with her.

Yep.

I lay down next to her and pull her into my chest. She smiles. Great, she's not totally asleep. I can't help but smile too that I made her happy. I pull her into me as close as possible but she rolls over to where she's facing me. She suddenly scoots close to me and grabs my shirt. She puts her head in the crook of my neck and inhales my scent, and then exhales. I shiver at her warm breath. She cuddles closer into my chest and I put an arm around her to protect her from anything.

I wish it could be like this. I wish she could forgive me?

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AWWWWW. ISN'T THAT CUTE!!!!???

Sorry, i'm a little excited, but seriously, they cuddled on  the beach?! And that was the first time in Kyle's POV! What did you think??

Anyways, I hope you liked this chapter! I went into "My Works" and saw it hasn't been updated in a month! Yeesh. I think I'm gonna do another chapter for you guys! :) So stay tuned! ;) :D

-Kitah <3