Few More Reasons To Live

Chapter 34

Mateo's POV

After giving a last glimpse on myself I sat on the couch and wore my shoes, it's an Indian traditional shoes. I'm wearing a sherwani , it includes a kurta and dhoti and scarf , my hair is all set. It's evening, today is Ram and Shehnaz's reception and nikah. They did Indian style marriage yesterday and today they gonna have Muslim style marriage.

It was all fun and I was enjoying every second of it until yesterday. The day when I and tanishka spent our quality time together in the garden and she said yes to accept me. I was on cloud nine. All day I was blusing like an idiot. The whole day tanishka was busy with all the marriage arrangements and didn't had time for me. No I was not pouting or begging her to give me attention. Neither was I roaming around her while holding her scarf in my hands.

All day she was just doing work and at night  the barat arrived. Ram came while sitting on a horse , the horse was fully decorated , songs were playing, drums were there. Everyone was dancing, I was standing far from there admiring the love of my life laughter and dancing her heart out but then I fisted my palm my nails dig inside my flesh but the pain I was feeling in my heart was nothing compared to the physical one. That fucking mother fucker asshole boy came and started dancing with my tanishka. I was feeling raged. My eyes turned red and I clenched my jaw.

If looks could kill he would be six feet under by now. But then I saw her and immediately my eyes softened , my palm relaxed and my heartbeat calmed. My lips curved into a smile on their own. It's like my body also know how to react with her. She is my calmness, she is my love , she is my everything. She is laughing and dancing, waving her hands up and down but then again my smile disappear when I saw him getting closer to her. I'll kill him soon and I will surely take my sweet time while taking his every single breath away from his body I thought.

After that torturious moment they all went in and the room was beautiful decorated , there was a priest and after sometime they started doing some rituals, Ram and Shehnaz sat together the priest was murmuring something. There was no trace of tanishka, where is she? I scanned the whole room but no she isn't here and she can't go outside because my man's are protecting the mansion and I strictly told them to not allow any outstander to enter without our knowing. I also informed to not allow tanishka to go anywhere alone it's not safe as I have many enemies who want me dead and by now everyone know that I'll do anything for her , just for her.

After sometime I felt someone's presence near me I don't have to look to know who it is. It's her. She hooked our arms by holding my biseps and rest her head on my shoulder. This is what they say peace feels like. I'll sell my soul just be with her like this. Finally gaining some courage I looked at her , she changed her dress, now she is not wearing her blue-white anarkali with half puffy sleeves along with  a matching long scarf , her hand were adored by bluegrey coloured Bangles, it you ask me accurate there was 12 bangles on both of her hands , no I didn't counted them, LAIR.  Her finger were filled with small round simple rings. She had this thing wrapped around her angkles , it was an anklet but with many bells and the sound of her anklets were forcing me to think of the things I can do while hearing that sound.

She had decorated her hair with this white flower and she was looking like a goddess.

But now she is wearing an off white coloured blouses paired with a black coloured skirt and a black coloured scarf is spread proudly on her shoulder. Her hair is in a bun and decorated with flowers, one or two strands of her hair are falling on her face making her look like out of this world. Her makeup is light. A light lipstick, some eyeshadow and powder I think. She is wearing earings in her ear and total ten bangles on each hand . There's no ring on her fingers, she has not removed her anklets.

Her eyes are fixed on the mandap and a small smile is spread on her lips, she looks happy.

I didn't knew the names of any of these , mandap and all but I learnt it for her she is Indian so I am trying to learn it so I can understand her more.

After sometime I felt her removing her head from my shoulder and a low growl escaped from my throat, I looked at her only to get lost in her chocolate brown eyes which were already looking at me. She gave me a heartwarming smile, and I of course reciprocated it. Again she scooped me more closer to me and hugged my arms resting her head on my shoulder watching them getting married, her bangles are moving and making sounds which I'll like more listings in my soundproof room. I saw Ram filling shahanaz hair with red colour and tieing some chain on her neck.

"Baby what are they doing" I asked as I'm unable to remember the meaning of it.

"The red colour thing is called 'sindoor' it is a symbol for married women. All the women who are married apply sindoor for her husband in Hindu culture. The red hue of sindoor is believed to epitomize love, ardor, and steadfastness. Sindoor is very important and pure as well. And the chain is called mangalsutra. It means an auspicious thread uniting two souls and making them one. We have such a meaningful tradition isn't we?"  Her head is still on my shoulder, her eyes are fixed on mandap while she questioned me. I kissed her hair and mumbled a yes to her.

Of course everything is meaningful and peaceful when she is with me.

After sometime the wedding was over it was almost morning and everyone went to sleep after having dinner. But in my case sleep was far away from my eyes I was thinking about her . Only Her. Her eyes , her laugh, her million dollars smile, her warmth. She is just perfect. Perfect.

Today I didn't saw her from morning not even once. She was doing work for tonight's function and I'm the one paying the price by not getting to see my sweetheart. Only I know how I survived the whole fucking day without getting a single glimpse of her.

This is the worst day of my fucking life , why do I exist when I'm unable see the one thing which brings me peace. The one person I love the most.

But not any more , she is yet to get punished for making me wait, not giving me attention and for dance with that asshole. Your punishment will be so hard and rough baby, Just wait a little.

Right now I'm heading towards her room as I was about to knock on the door, it opens on its own revealing her standing infront of the mirror doing something. As she bend down to pick some bangles and again started to wear them I get a glimpse of her milky white back , that backless blouse did nothing to cover her skin her long hair is flowing freely on her back covering her from my eyes. She is wearing a saree, she is literally testing my patience. It's already so hard to control myself whenever I'm around her and now she is torturing me. I closed the door and went near her sensing my presence she stopped in her track and looked up and our eyes met through the mirror, I forgot how to breathe, she is the most beautiful woman I have ever seen,  this is what breathtaking means. She literally took my breath away just by looking in my eyes and when she smiled looking at me I knew,  she has planned to kill me today.

If perfection had a face it would be hers.

I scanned her face, perfect. There was a small black coloured dot in between her eyebrows, light shade eyeshadow on her eyes, blushing cheeks and red nose , earrings in her ear moving like a pendulum, and finally nude shade lipstick on her plum juicey lips which are smiling while looking at me. A hard and loud growl escaped from my throat and I knew I can't control more. But how can I, no , I can't lose control, aaahhhhh. Murmuring a low 'fuck it' I let my beast control me and then it happened very fastly and wildly

my lips met hers.

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