Addicted [Kai Parker]

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As soon as Julia realized what just happened she broke, she realized Bonnie and Damon left her. The only thing on her mind is how she isn't getting back to her friends and dad, what were Bonnie and Damon gonna tell everyone. She slid down the stone wall as she started to bawl, she was crying so much she just curled up in a ball, passing out from the amount of emotional pain she was enduring in the moment. The last thing she heard was kai screaming in the background. "NOOOOOOOOOO!" kai yelled at he started to throw things he had in his bag around the cave.

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Julia's pov

My eyes slowly open to see lights blinding me, I slowly get used to it and observe my surroundings, I'm in Stefan's room. I push my self up, and look down at myself. Then I remember the events of yesterday, I almost start to cry again as I realize I'm stuck here by myself with kai, and he's not so bad but I'd rather be with people who don't have the possiblity to want to kill me. Bringing me from my thoughts I hear a whistling and a quick knock on my door, but before I can even respond, kai comes in full of energy. "Rise and shine fellow prisoner of 1994!" he says as he comes to sit next to me in my bed above the covers. "Ugh kai, how the hell are you up right now-" I groan while looking at the clock next to me. " its fucking six in the morning, I'm going back to sleep!'' I say as I get back under the covers. " uh no your not I'm bored and I made breakfast." kai said exasperated. "I don't care fuck off I'm going to sleep, if you like it or not." I said with my head under the covers. I feel him get off the bed, so I get more comfortable now that I have more space. But then I feel kai pull the blankets off me.

"come on lia get up and eat this delectable meal I made for us" kai says with a smirk. "Its Julia first of all don't call me that, and second, fine just get out so I can shower and change." I say while sitting up. "uh no I think I'm gonna call you lia, I like it better." kai states, staying in his spot at the foot of the bed not making any movements to leave. "kai! hello!? get out I need to shower and change!??" I say. "Or we could, you know save water, shower together?" kai says with a suggestive look. "You wish, never gonna happen parker." I say as I feel heat go to my cheeks, and by the look on kai's face he knows he got to me. "come on lia you know you want to, live a little.'' he says the last part with a whisper, getting close to my ear. I feel his breath on my neck and for a second I almost give in, but then I see the disapointed looks my friends would have. At that I stand up softly pushing kai out of my room. " I'll be down in a few!" I hollar as I close the door I hear him giggling. I run my hands down my face walking into the bathroom, thinking about that moment. I can't believe that just happened I think to my self as I look into the mirror. The tired girl who looked back at me was practically unrecognisable. Dark rings encircled my eyes, my brunette waves messily arranged. The plump fresh look of youth had faded from my cheeks and instead they looked ashy and sunken. The girl who stared back at me looked broken.

Softly closing my eyes to escape my dishevelled appearance, I let my brain wander for a moment.

I immediately wondered how Bonnie and Damon were doing. Hopefully better than I was. The thought of Damon and Elena reuniting made my lips twitch into a smile. I imagined the shock on Elena's face as she got back her best friend and her boyfriend after two months. I thought of how Caroline would react, and Stefan. The happiness I felt for Bonnie and Damon was almost enough to obscure my own sadness. Almost.

Truthfully, yes, I was sad that I wasn't going home too, of course I was, but that wasn't what was bugging me currently. All day I had suffered from an incessant nagging sensation in my brain that I just couldn't shake, no matter how hard I tried my thoughts always eventually drifted back to my boyfriend.

Tyler and I had been together for just under a year now. We had always been friends previously, and then it just kind of happened. It was exciting at first, you know, because it was so unexpected, but then over time the excitement sort of fizzled out. Then we were left with what ever the fuck it is we had now.