15 ~Don't worry Aditi ~

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Ishan's POV

"What was the need for you to marry me Rajnath?"she asked.

I could sense her falling apart though she is sounding strong.....I now have a knowledge of how much she respected me as Ishan earlier by knowing how much she is hating me for being Rajnath now....

I can't let her crumble down as long as I stand by her side...she doesn't deserve to suffer for something she hadn't done.....At the same time,just because I approached her in an unusual way doesn't mean my intentions were ill...

Coming back to her question as to why I married her,I couldn't answer her because I myself am trying to figure it out after meeting my Babasa.I thought it was on a political basis and also definitely because I adored her not to deny but now I believe there is a much stronger reason which propelled me to lead such an impulsive act.....I felt like if not then,I would never be able to get a chance to make her my Queen under any circumstance.....

But at the moment.....I am in no position to unfold these things to her.After all,it would be the least likely thing she would expect to hear following how the things have went on in a wink.

So,I tried to cross question her by saying, "Why do you think I married you,Sweetie?"

I looked at her and she was dumb for a while."I knew you don't give a straight answer to any of my questions,it's so useless to ask my doubts despite knowing that you are not going to clear them anyway.....And it's better I find the way to my chamber on my own.I am tired and I don't want to invest my time in a futile conversation like this...."

She started walking to exit the chamber and reached the doors but I had no option than to stop her.I couldn't let her go out and wander in the corridor at this hour on the Wedding night.

She was about to open the door but I placed my hands on the doors closing them,standing behind her.

"What's wrong with you Rajnath?" She said turing around and facing me.

"Is it right on your part to leave your husband this way on the Wedding night Sweetie?"I said.

"If you don't want to mess up with me,let me go.."she said in a firm tone,closing her eyes not letting me look into them and turned her head away....

"Did I marry you to leave you Aditi Ishan?" I said in a playful tone,which made her open her eyes which were glaring with anger.The fire in her eyes when she gets angry is something not found in those clinging and clumsy Princesses.May be this is why I married her.....

"I have already made it clear not to call me that way....."she said with a intimidating tone and it just touched some part of me....for I couldn't control myself in front of a stunning star whose aggression also seemed to be such passionate and pure adding to her sweet innocent face.

"Don't look that way Sweetie,I might lose my cool "I said and tried to carry her in a bridal way to the bed.

"Rajnath,dare you try to break your limits......I will never forgive you.And I bet u remember that I can defend myself very well.Put me down if you don't want to have a fight with me now"She said hitting me on the chest with her firm fist.....To be honest,I could feel the pain but since it was her who is giving it...I feel like I was being pampered by her precious pats.

I made her sit on the bed and walked towards the table to get something.Meanwhile I could hear her,"You would regret if you do anything inappropriate Rajnath,you dare not forget that I won't accept anything happening here against my will now.Keep in mind that I am not going to accept any of injustice done....do you get it?"

I got what I needed and headed back to her,kneeled down on the floor right in front of the bed where she sat,raised one of my knees....I took her foot and placed it against my knee.She flinched a bit saying,"What are you doing Rajnath,you cannot do this,why are touching my foot?"

She tried to release but I firmly held it saying,"What's wrong?You don't accept me as your husband anyways....what's wrong in my act of doing so?"I said and started to apply the turmeric paste against her heel which was wounded a bit.

She sat silent for a moment perhaps not understanding how to react but the only thing she said is,"The wound doesn't hurt me as much as you did by breaking my trust,making me lose my friend,changing my life upside down overnight,grabbing me into a relation which I never wished to welcome and what not....."

The pain portrayed by her voice was poking my heart,but I decided that it would be better to stay quiet at this moment though I couldn't control and conceal the flow behind my eyes.

I couldn't wrong her because I can perceive that it's not her but it's her helplessness and the circumstances which made her utter these words.Once she gets to know the truth behind my deeds and gets conscious of what she means to me,I am sure that she would definitely accept me.

But her words and her silence is causing some kind of agony that makes me feel to consume all her pain and retrieve to her the warmth and glory she deserves and make her the brightest person ever.....or at least bring back the version my lady.....

After aiding her wound,I wanted to comfort her and cheer her up so that she wouldn't get lost in the depth of her own words and worries....

I raised my head looked at her saying,"Look Sweetie,it's not modest to leave this chamber and go out dressed this way into the corridor at this hour from the Wedding room.I am arranging for another chamber where I would me moving from tomorrow.Please put up for this night and as far as your safety is concerned,don't worry I will sleep on the couch" I said and raised from my knees,stood and then bent my head to reach the level of her face and said,
"In any case,I cross the limits...I know that you are not a kind of one to beg for your honour,YOU ARE A SHERNI INDEED who will make me beg for my life instead....So why will I ever dare to mess with you my lady?Rest assured and Don't worry."I said for which her eyes widened and lips trembled as she took a gulp.Now,I feel better as I sensed her anger subside and some kind of emotion took her.....

I stood and walked away saying,"Good night Aditi,I know you had a long and tiring day and so did I.Don't get disappointed that I am not next to you.I know I have kept you waiting for long.But this is not the right time for it unless I want to lose my honour....We shall plan some other time okay?"I said with a smirk and a mocky tone....and left.

I noticed a slight smile on her face as I walked back after washing my hands....Seeing my arrival she quickly hid it and took her place,lied on the bed and wrapped down the blanket..

I was finally at peace while my day got ended with at least a slight twinkle on her face which was enough for me to sleep on the couch in comfort and peace,though I have never had the habit to sleep there.

Now after having a notion of how her grief torments me and her beam makes me more lively.....one thing is for sure that I feel as if I have deciphered the answer to those questions which were haunting me for a while now............I do LOVE her. It's not her looks that I fell for but it's with her solemn soul that my heart is interlaced with...Although the first time I witnessed her,the light of her lively looks were imprinted inside me....but the journey with her claimed control over Ishan....making me realise that she is the one who can complete me.....

But....leaving the past behind,I have no idea how to make her perceive the pureness of my heart....I haven't decided as to how I am going to fix things now....but somehow I get courage from my inner spirit which is surrendered to the Queen of my heart....It gives me a slight hope that,the passing time will comply with me and act as a catalyst in my attempts of pacifying the precious pearl of my planet......

These thoughts wished me sweet dreams as these are those priceless and heavenly moments when the person in my heart is now in my chamber as my bride.....which is a blissful blessing I ever asked for.....

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