16 Years Ago.(KIMCHAY) | [On Hold]

CHAPTER 9

THIRD PERSON POV:

It was currently 10am and Kim had just entered his company building. He was headed towards his office.

After what happened yesterday Kim just stood there comprehending what had happened. He didn't get any text or email from Porchay. He did not hear anything from him after that.

Kim was anxious but when yesterday he came back home and sat on his bed thinking about everything that had happened ever since he stopped talking with Chay politely he realised how stupid he was.

How everything was so fucking stupid. All the guilt was suffocating him now. He couldn't think of anything but Porchay.
He kept wondering why was his heart giving so much importance to a mear employe.

And the only answer he could get was Kim liked Porchay.

Him loving someone didn't sit right with his believes. He hated the concept of love after everything he saw as a child.

He still remembers how his mom and dad married each other thinking they loved epch other however after Kim was born everything changed.

Both his parents thought pf him as burden. They hated Kim. They never took care of him. It was always the nanny and the maids who did all of it.

They never even bothered to come to his school and attend his parents teachers meeting.

Kim always felt alone. Even when they had family dinner. It was just for the name sake. Once they sat on the dinner table, no one spoke with one another. His dad used to attend business calls and mom used to be busy on phone. If ever Kim tried to say something it used to always end up in fights.

The amount of times he saw his mom and dad fighting violently with each other was traumatic for him.

He can never forget how loveless and lonely childhood he lived.

All just because his parents thought they were in so called love but later on realised that it was just temporary.

In the end his parents took a devorce when Kim was 18.It was an extremely messy divorce with the media being involved throughout.

Kim had to suffer the consequences himself as everyone in bis school talked about him. It made him want to never show his face to the outer world.

The only people that made him feel better during that time were Mac and Archen. Thet helped him though and through.

And the irony of this story is that after ruining everything for Kim his both parents married someone else they fell in love with and his dad even has a daughter now.

Funny isn't it. How they ruined his life and started their own new happy little lives.

Kim chuckled at that thought. All this made him hate the concept of love. It didn't sit right with him. Love was nothing but a way to ruin lives for him.

But now Porchay was messing with his beliefs.

However somehow he was coming to the conclusion that he was in fact in love with Porchay.

It was hard for him to accept that, but he couldn't do this anymore. Treating Porchay like shit was killing him from the inside the more he thought about everything he did.

As the elevator opened go the floor of Kim's office and Chay's office he noticed that it was eerily quite.

He headed forward but was stunned to see that Porchay was still not here.

However he brushed it off thinking that after yesterday's event he might have been tiered so he would be late.

He entered his office after entering the code and went near his table.