So I've been staying in a hotel for over a week & no one knows about me and Kehlani being separated yet, well my mom knows but that's it , I never keep anything from my friends , I'm going to tell them what happened with lani and I last week I guess . I honestly don't know how to feel, I miss her so much & she's been blowing me up none stop since then.
I was meeting the girls at a local cafe that we always go to , not to mention they've been talking about some house party tonight , I'm not really feeling it because every time we go to a party some weird shit happens , I've been getting weird text from that maniac. I haven't caught a break at all.
The girls want to dress all fancy, I don't understand why these bitches think we're on love & hip hop and Basketball wives , I wanted to just wear some tights and an normal tee , but I guess not, I got all cute for them , not that I'm in the mood. I've been moping & crying all day and night . I haven't had any sex. I'm losing my mind, I've been avoiding everyone, my job hasn't stop calling me since I've moved my work here in La . Life is a mess , I'm a mess. I need head.
The outfit- Curly hair. Natural face , gloss and lashes . She's so fine ! The way i pictured her in this got me going feral.
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I'm at the restaurant and I haven't taken a bite of my food, I was just picking at it with my fork & I didn't t say anything to anyone. I should've just stayed at the hotel. The vibe is completely off.
Everyone is quiet,and they're literally staring at me, this is the worst day of my life.I wish I knew how to make certain feelings go away.I hate feeling this way ,I hate pain .I said the last part out loud.
"Unless Kehlani is causing the pain" I mumbled
" What?" Khloe said , she looked at me and tilted her head " Hmph? Never mind" she looked at her phone.
" I don't even want to know" Angel said waving me off, eating her food , I shrugged and continued to poke at my pasta, it looked so good but I rather starve myself than eat without Kehlani, she loved pasta . She always got so happy when I cooked it. I don't deserve to be sad, I'm the one who left Kehlani
"You haven't touched your food" Luna smiled at me , " What's going on babe?"
" Nothing is going on." I said dryly " I'm not horny, I mean hungry" my eyes widened , I covered my mouth, the girls looked at me and laughed at me.
" Seriously, what's up with you bestie, you seem a little off and in heat " Angel said , she chucked
" Very in heat" Khloe dragged typing away on her phone . " My Amazon package is arriving tonight"
" What did you order?" I questioned
" A sex swing, I realize that I love being off the ground while doing the deed" she smirked , Luna hit her on the leg , she stuck her tongue out at her.
