Girls Just Wanna Have Fun

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Kehlani Pov

It was a chill afternoon, Tee and I found ourselves lounging on the couch in the living room. My mind was clouded with thoughts of Malaysia. I couldn't shake the memories of her leaving me once again. Regret clawed at me for losing my temper and raising my hand against her. The guilt weighed heavy on my chest as I realized the harm I had caused. My heart was broken without Malaysia honestly. She won't reply any text or calls , I don't even know where she is , I miss her so much , my bed still smells like her, everything in the new house reminds me of her , she left majority of things , everything just gives me flash backs , glimpses of us , If I could change what I did I would, her favorite movie played last night , I had to watch it alone , I felt so sick , I'm hurt.

" Yo Kp? You ready for the party tonight?" Tee said coming to sit next to me on the sofa, I looked at her

" Yeah, I guess" I said dryly flicking through the Tv channels trying to find something good to watch.

" Kehlani" she paused and looked at me before taking the remote from me " Just call and talk to Malaysia bro , it'll make you feel ten time better"

" I tired that, she won't talk to me . Oh well , I'm over the shit , if she wants to be a baby , so be it" I said as I snatched the remote out of her hand, sighs, I don't understand why I always have to be the one to fix everything and apologize, she hurt me as well. It's not like I wanted to put hand on Malaysia , she should've just minded her damn business and we wouldn't be here today, this is some bull shit man. I blame my mom , she is the reason for all of this shit, she's so deranged 

" it's either you're a really good actress or you really mean the shit that you just said " tee said

" I mean it . I'm not about to keep chasing some girl, when there's plenty who's willing to be with me"

" Kp. That's selfish .. Y'all are engaged , you can't just go fucking on every shorty in town , this is where communication need comes in the , I don't think fucking other broads gone help you man"

"Look who's talking , you left Angel for your ex Tee, don't tell me to communicate with Malaysia when you didn't even communicate with Angel, I'm single & if I wanna fuck on a girl , that's what I'm doing"

"That's not cool Kp, Angel and I talked about that , we doing good as hell right now", she defended , tilted her head " Are you really Kp" she said to me.

" Am I really what?" I looked at her and rolled my eyes , I wish she would just shut the fuck up ugh.

" Are you really single? Or you just saying that shit to make yourself feel better at the moment?"

" I'm single , I'm going to do what I want and I feel great" I smiled sarcastically " Anything else Tee?"

" Aye" she put her hands up in defense " Don't get all tight with me , I'm just trynna be a friend, but I do wanna know how do you feel about moms doing a pop up at ya place? I mean that's some crazy shit"

" I'm not tight tee , I'm just tired of this conversation and I'm just over everything, I'm over my mom & I am over Malaysia , I'm not letting them ruin me"

" Your mom, I totally get why you would feel that way. But lai? That's bogus Kp , you know that girl only want what's best for you , I don't think that's fair to her that you're acting out like this " Tee said

" You never take my side for anything anyways" I said , I looked at her and threw a pillow at her .

She caught it " Hey bitch , I'm not Malaysia , imma kick ya tall ass" she laughed & I laughed too "Listen I'm not here to take your side , I'm here to be a real friend and tell you where you fucked up at , imma always keep it a thousand with you , that's why I'm here , to point out your wrongs, help you fix the it"