Girls Just Wanna Have Fun

My how you lie lie lie

'' I looked at the text over and over and I realized that she meant it this time, but I can't do nothing but accept it . I just didn't want to believe that she was over me and just see me as a friend because part of me still had hope for us but that hope will forever be unnoticed .

I thought about all of the things that we went through together , I know that I was the one that left but  I was hurt and I thought I was upsetting her and making her life worse than what it was but that don't mean that I got over her .

I didn't date anyone or anything and there she is happy without me. I want to lay in bed all day and cry , but I can't I have a date tonight I have to pull Myself together.'

Kehlani's Pov

I woke up this morning instantly regretting what I sent to Malaysia , I know that I hurt her feelings but It's best that she move on .

I'm with Kiana and I think that we could really work out and I think I could see a future with her , we share the same dreams and goals , we want to do the same thing in life.

I love Malaysia don't get me wrong but she's way to good for me and out of my league, As much as I hate seeing her with someone else , I have to let her go and that's the hard part because I don't want to but I have to . Did I fuck up? Was that a mistake? Only time will tell.

'' Baby can you at least eat some of your food, you haven't even attempted to touch your breakfast yet. What's on your mind ?'' Kiana asked.

'' I'm not hungry .'' I said lowly '' Why did you say those things to Lai last night Kiana? That was a real fucked up thing to do'' I said

''  Are we seriously going to talk about this now ? I don't care to talk about your fucking ex and her feelings Kehlani'' Kiana Shrugged

'' You're being serious right now?'' I yelled '' You said some hurtful shit to her last night Kiana not only did you blurt it out in front of everyone , You didn't even tell the  fucking story correctly.'' I spat

'' Why the fuck do you care! Last time I check your with me not her! You still want her don't you huh? She yelled

'' I care because you're my fucking girlfriend and people are going to think that I am a bitch because I sat there and let you say that mean shit to her , It's not about Malaysia it's about our fucking image Kiana .. That shit is all over the blogs'' I yelled showing her the phone

'' I- I didn't know people were actually listening! Look I'm sorry Kehlani okay, I let my jealous ways get the best of me . I thought that maybe when you saw her again that you would leave me because of the history and well because she's way more prettier.'' She yelled

''I told you to trust me Kiana ! I'm not the one you should be apologizing to, You told a story that wasn't yours to tell and you told it wrong. Malaysia was kidnapped and hurt really badly Kiana and you made her feel worse than she already dose''  I spat

'' Why are you always defending her!''

'' I'm not defending her ! I'm only standing up for what's fucking right! right is right and wrong is wrong, and you're obviously in the fucking wrong."

'' sighs, You took up for her last night at the party Kehlani , If that's where you want to be then that's where you should go honestly.''

'' I didn't defend her ! I stood by you the entire time while you talked to her like she was a piece of shit Kiana . I'm addressing you in private because I fucking care about you and I love you. The way people view you is important baby and I want to protect you at all cost.'' I said grabbing her hands.