"One more time Astra, I can do it"
"Girl, you have worked yourself to the bone. Go to sleep you got your coronation tomorrow"
2 years have passed. You found comfort in Astra to heal your worries, he helped you spar along with your training to induce your magical strength as a witch and overall strength. With profound quality time with Astra, he learned to open himself up to you, leaving him to have the sassiest attitude known to man.
You were able to find a way to spar with Astra through that landscape that you thought was in your spatial head. Rather it was a locked away domain which your mind was travelling to with a replica body of your own. It was too much detail for you to understand with Astra's attempt to explain while you dozed off into your headspace.
"I can't sleep Astra, I have so many things to do. I have my coronation and I also have to figure out en trade routes and set up help at the harvest festival, I also need to rehabilitate some forests because of how much damage has happened to them"
Astra sighed at the lame excuse. He knew your body needed rest, you knew that too but you decided to burn yourself out to the brim to hide the fact you're still regretting what happened all those years ago. He plopped down onto the bed nearby and told you to sit next to him, which you obliged.
You lay next to him, looking at his figure and what he was doing. He turns his head sideways to face you and you do the same.
"Y/n, you're a great friend, really my only friend. You need to calm yourself and forgive yourself too"
"I know Astra, but I could've done so much more. Plus I couldn't forgive myself when Lancelot decided to ghost me out of nowhere. Everyone out of nowhere, he is my living reminder of what happened. I can live that down"
"Then go find some other man. I think Donny is a great candidate so far~"
You shoved the pillow in his face hoping to drown out his stupidity despite your meaningful attempts all you could hear was laughter from him. You get a kick out of Astra being such an idiot yet not even Astra can help your situation out.
You take the pillow off of Astra and think to yourself for a few moments looking over Donny and Lancelot. If you were ever really going to have to take a chance with Donny, would you forget about Lancelot? Leave every connection you both had behind you. You look over at Astras' very confused face at the change in your behaviour, the look on his face makes your decision.
"Astra...I don't think I can ever stop loving him"
..!
"Ah shit, Donny we gotta go"
"Huh? Why now Anne? We just finished fighting that thing. Can't we take a little break?"
"No, we can't. The king called us and Y/n's coronation is today. We can't miss it"
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