At my camp people kept saying I was a boy because they were looking at my hair and a few days I felt happy but the next day I felt sad and corrected them but then one day someone called me a boy but I didn't feel comfortable with it and when my cousin corrected them I still didn't feel comfortable which is how I figured out I was genderfluid.
M doesn't support genderfluid people so I can't tell her. I can't tell my parents either because my mom is homophobic and I don't know if my dad is but he probably is.
My favorite singers are Melanie Martinez, Olivia Rodrigo, and 6arelyhuman.
I also SH with my nails because I don't have access to a knife. I just dig my nails into my skin until I bleed.
(Nvm I found my exactoknife) (idk how to spell it)
I'm not ready for middle school... N and S are going to a different school. Only me and Al are going to the same school and I don't know how I'm gonna be able to navigate through the school. I don't think I will mentally survive.
I have found out I am aroace, so yeah
