I'm Now His Forever ~Frerard

Lustful

I went to school it was Friday, YASS! I was happy as always like every Friday. Also adding in other reason why i'm happy and kind of sad about is that...I don't need to ignore Frank all that much anymore like last couple of days. I been ignoring him because of that incident every time I see him he looks at me and he notice that I been ignoring him, but I just ignored him. It like that one song from Paramore where ignorance is my new best friend, you know what i'm talking about, I bet. 

I walked to my locker, opening it. My earphones in my ears beaming Metallica,I smiled as my favorite song came on "Don't Tread On Me" I hummed the lyrics putting away my schoolbag, as I did I felt someone grabbed my arm and pulled me away from the locker but it apparently closed because the person apparently kicked it close. Do I fucking panic? Shit...It like Panic at the Disco now, Fuck fuck "Calm down, it me Frank" I heard Frank voice say. 

I felt relieved but then a thought came in, Oh shit is he gonna kill me because I been ignoring him? Fuck i'm sorry! "Lets have a talk, Way" He says his voice became more stern after he said my last name. I pretty much get dragged to the boy restroom, the desert one I called it desert since no one barely go in there because usually you see a dead body in there. No i'm kidding you see a beat up emo kid on the ground, that what happened before. 

Frank pushed me against the door, Oh hello hot guy. "Okay what the talk...About?" I ask a bit awkwardly, Frank looked at me or pretty much glared at me. Ok glaring now? I see. "You're fucking kidding me, Way?" Uh, of course i'm kidding you, you kidnapped me that why i'm trying to act dumb "Uh, no?" I say, which came out more of an question. He made a weird angered noise, ok I thought I was weird but this hot guy like makes weird noises, I wonder he does that in bed too...WHAT THE FUCK!

Did I really thought about that...Damn you gay mind. "Gerard quit acting like nothing is happening" He says as he looked at me his piercing hazel eyes burning my soul, fucking Satan shit right now. "Well...Actually nothing is happening, you just pin me against the door like 4 minutes ago" I say shrugging a little, even tho' Frank hands are on my shoulders making me pin against the door. 

"For fucks sake...I'm just gonna get on the question, why the hell you been ignoring me?" He ask, his voice turning a bit normal but you can hint anger and annoyance in it. "Uh...Well...You know that shit about girl who used to be you're friend and then they start ignoring you, because they jealous. I mean it pretty much like that, but it guy guy" I say awkwardly  saying it. He looked at me then looked away like a thought came in his mind. 

He stupid? Maybe...Will he get my explanation? Nope. He looked at me, his hazel eyes soft he smiles "I get it" His voice is so much more softer. As his voice becomes soft he leans in our tips of our noses touching, "You want me, do you?" Yes...No wait, he has a girlfriend, Gerard! Gerard, GERARD! I felt myself become nervous, as he leans in more. As did so, his lips brushed against mine it was soft and so damn contagious. I realized I was kissing back, Gerard...No...The voice in back of my head says.

I quickly pulled away, my head banging in the door as I did, he was still in his place his eyes close. I cleared my throat silently, as his hands on my shoulders grip loosen. I quickly push him away and he looked at me his soft hazel eyes showing lust.  "I have to go" I quickly say, as I walked out the door awkward and embarrassed. He has a girlfriend, why would he kiss me? Isn't he straight...? Fuck...Everything is so confusing. I quickly got my stuff from my locker for home, and walk out locking my locker. 

A thought remaining in my head, why the fuck would he kiss me?  Why would he even have a lustful feeling after the kiss...?