~Lucky follower because, you been dedicated <3! Also... @TheFrerardWay we had a great conversation yesterday, so I decided to dedicate you to this chapter.
I feel like shit. Like straight up shit, that kind of shit where I came out of someone ass. I bet you're asking why I feel like this, well lemme explain, kind sir...Or ma'm. I got a text from Frank, and I felt incredibly bad because...I never answered the text, and now he took it the wrong way. I try calling him but he blocked me, even on fucking social media, before you become a smartass saying, like: 'Oh well, how about school, dumbass?'. Guess what smartass, I can't find him, he wasn't in any of my classes. I even fucking skipped Art and Dance so I can look for him, and also, if you're going to ask whats going on between me and Andy, were together. But, I didn't really pay much attention to him but, Frank mostly.
I was stuck in fucking History class, I really wanted to take out a fucking fork and pierce my skin with it, yep, it that boring. I sigh bored out of my mind, the others the same stage as me, I look around the classroom everyone zoning out and some of them falling on there faces too. I tapped my fingers on the desk, bored, I have stay here in the next fucking hour, I decided to go to the bathroom and never come back till' like 50 minutes. I raised my hand as I look at the teacher, he noticed my hand and nodded at me, "Yes, Way?" He ask, I sighed hating the fact to use my last name. "May I use the bathroom?" I ask.
He looked at me for a minute then fold his arms, "I don't know,can you?"
"I don't know, you're swollen lips which was used by the principal won't tell me the answer, sir." I say rolling my eyes, I heard my classmates snicker around me and I met the teacher's gaze, he was blushing. I smirked as he shook his head and cleared his throat, "You may, Way..." He says awkwardly continuing the lesson, I smirked as I got up and left the classroom. I decided to stroll outside the school yard, which no one won't pay attention, i know that for sure. I walked out of the school walking down the pathway through the grassy fields, wishing I brought my sketchbook but I was to busy sassing the motherfucker. I sighed as I look ahead and see a puff of smoke I raised an eyebrow, as I see the puff of smoke stroll with the wind, going to the left side which is where the wind is. I decided to see who the person who addicted to the cancer stick, I have in fact tried one, but never again try one again because it felt like burning my lungs and throat, also...I'm not getting lung caner in early age, fuck that.
I followed the trail of smoke until, I caught the person smoking, I raise en eyebrow not knowing he smokes. "Killing yourself far to early, Andy?" I ask, he jumped and turned around the cancer stick between his fingers he looked at me and smiled a little, "Thank god..I thought you were a teacher" he sighs as he turned back around, his back facing me as he blew out a puff of smoke from his mouth. I rolled my eyes, "Why would you care? You're already breaking the rules" I say rolling my eyes as I fold my arms over my chest and lay my back against the tree, as I face his back, he turned around to face me the cigar stuck between his lips he shrugged as a response. "Anyway...' I say trailing off to look at my nails, 'Explain, why my secret lover outside killing his lungs with a cancer stick?" I ask raising an eyebrow but still have my attention on my nails I heard him clear his throat and threw his cigar on the ground and stomped it out, "Admit it...Math is fucking boring" He replies as he grab my arm pulling me to his chest as he snake his arms around my waist, as he lean against the tree holding me close to his body.
"Irritating too..." I mumbled as I snuggled up against his chest, taking in the scent of him, "Now my only escape is the cigar..." he says as he put his chin on top of my head, I rolled my eyes. "Would you ever stop smoking?" Silence flew around us as I ask that question I heard him groan low, "Nah...It to much to lose for..".
"Are you saying, you will let me go anytime?" I ask taken aback, that he love a cancer stick then me.
"No...I will make you stay, forever" He murmurs as he kissed down to my neck, making me groan low. He nipped at my neck, i moaned low as he found my sweet spot, I felt his lips turn into a smirk as he lick that spot and bit onto it, and sucked on it, I felt my knees buckle as I lean harder against Andy as I moan low. "Horny...B-Ahh" I moaned as I felt his hand trail down my hips to my little self part on the pants, "What was that?" he ask teasing as he rubbed my balls through the fabric of my jeans, I groaned making a growling noise in process. "Andy...Fucking stop" I growled as he pulled his hand away from my erection and looked at me confused and concerned, "Sorry..." I sighed and shook my head, "It's fine...I don't know about you, but, i'm going back to class" I say as I pulled away from him he looked at me and nodded, "Alright...I will see you later at lunch?" I nodded as I walk off going back to class, tad bit uncomfortable as he touched me down there, I sighed as I forget about it and went back to class.
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I didn't went straight to the cafeteria I just decided to go to the bathroom, because I need go take a piss. I text Andy, telling him I need go piss and walk off to the deserted bathroom, so I can piss alone. I opened the door and closed it behind me making a loud thump, I awkwardly shuffled past a stall which has someone in it, I can hear, because I hear shuffling and deep breathing. I hope no one is having a heart attack in there, I mean...I'm no doctor. I went inside a stall and did my business until I remembered that one memory of kissing Frank here, I sighed sad that I can't tell him I love him back...But, tell him the truth between me and Andy. I was sad because, I can't talk to him like a friend which he wished for. I walked out the stall seeing a boy with a mohawk, I raised an eyebrow as I took the identity of the boy from the backside, I see he has mohawk and a shaved right side which is color red, I see his reflection of the mirror. He has hazel eyes, but they look broken and vacant, he has red puffy eyes and cheeks, he been crying...I took more of his identity until I noticed he has a lip piercing and nose.
I can tell he hadn't notice me, so I shrugged it off like it another regular boy...I mean, I never seen him around campus, he looks a bit familiar but i can't make out the the familiar face, I walked up to sink beside him. I awkwardly washed my hands, he glanced at me and quickly looked away and shuffled out the bathroom, I was a bit confused by his nervousness around me...Some new kid, ey? I shrug it off as I walk out the bathroom and go to the cafeteria, I look around the halls looking for the boy, but he was no where to be seen.
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I'm Now His Forever ~Frerard
FanfictionGerard Way is a 17 year old boy in high school, he loves sketching or drawing in fact. He was in fact a outcast, so no one bothers him when he draws or sketch, but...What happens when Gerard drew his little dream boy? What happens if that his dream...