I'm Now His Forever ~Frerard

Little Problem, Huh? *Insert Stalker Creepy Face*

Shoulder length black hair...Hazel eyes and hint with green....And lust. Sweet soft lips, tasting like sweet chocolate candy. Beautiful jawline....Beautiful features....Beautiful nose...Bea- My thoughts were broke apart from Mikey voice, "Hey! Gerard to earth!!!" my pencil on the page I was focusing on was ruined as I scribbled across my page. I noticed I was drawing Frank...Fuck...

"What?" I say as I look up from the page, I ripped the page from my sketchbook and crumple it to ball and throw it away. "What was that about, holy shit" Mikey says folding his arms, as he sits down beside me on the couch. "Nothing..." I muttered, Mikey looked at me a bit concerned then look away biting on his lip. 

"What's up, Mikes?" I ask, raising an eyebrow at his unusual behavior. "Well...Lets start off, I like a boy" He says avoiding eye contact with me, I can't help but stare at him I mean...My little brother is gay? THE FUCK I THOUGHT I WAS THE GAY ONE IN THE HOUSEHOLD! But nope! I looked at him, and he looked back at me, he was about to cry...My little brother is gonna cry because of his sexuality. 

"Mikey..." I say, as tears stream down his face I put an arm around him pulling him in a hug. "Guess what, you're older brother you're looking up to is gay too" I say laughing a little, I felt him look up I look down our eyes meeting ((No Waycest...Nu nu)). Mikey mouth opened, then he smirked "What?" i ask confused by his reaction. 

"I knew you were gay" He says sniffling a little, as he wipe the remaining tears on his face. Wow....Did my gayness actually showed like in pubic, shit...I didn't know I was openly gay, what a bum I am eheh. "I was that obvious?" I ask laughing a little, he nodded as he pulled away from our brotherly embrace. 

"Gee...You know Pete Wentz?" He ask, I thought for a minute until I remembered. It was that eyeliner kid, who apparently looks like a damn raccoon I never really talked to him. I nodded in response, as Mikey looked away from my gaze once again and bit his lip. "I have a crush on him...Gee..." He says his eyes trailing down to the floor. 

I raise an eyebrow surprised that Mikey has a crush, I mean a dude along with that...He 13. "Did you ever told him" I ask with a still raised eyebrow, he shook his head "I can't...It so nerve racking". I bit my lip, I know how he feels being in love with you're friend and you're so scared and you thought the wrong things which leads to being rejected and depressed. 

I sigh, "It's ok Mikey...Try to get know him better, try to figure out if he gay...I mean if that doesn't work I guess tell him you're feelings.If you get rejected, I can give him a black eye then a eye with eyeliner on" I say, he looked at me and laughed tears were falling down his cheeks. Poor fucking thing...He looked away and sighed, "Ok...Thanks Gee...Also what was that about? The guy you drew, is he real?" He ask.

I felt my stomach twist a little, fuck he saw Frank..."Uh...Lets say he my crush" I laughed as Mikey looked at me with a raised eyebrow, "Really!? Holy crap...What's his name?" I just sigh and look down, "Uh...Frank.." I say awkwardly. He looked at me smirking like an dork he is, "Frank Iero?" I felt my jaw drop open a little and nodded, looking at him...He stalked Frank or something? 

"Cool! I met him before he awesome...I gotta say he pretty hot" Mikey says winking at me, I rolled my eyes cracking a smile on my face. "But not my type. Anyway, you talked to him?" he ask, I just shrugged "Kind of...I guess" I say awkwardly looking down to my folded hands on my lap, playing with my thumbs as did so. 

"Dude...I can imagine you two together..." He says laughing a little, I laughed along too. "Ya ya whatever...He has a girlfriend" I muttered the word 'Girlfriend' that word makes me sick..."Aw...I'm sorry Gee, I hope you get a chance" Mikey says,putting his hand over my folded ones. I sighed, and nodded as I look at Mikey, "Thanks, Mikes" He smiled and nodded. 

He got up and stretched, "Mom isn't coming home till' midnight, also can ya order pizza, I want pizza" He says, I rolled my eyes. "Ya ya, whatever" I say, he smiled and looked at me. "Thanks Gee!' He says walking off but he stopped in his tracks looking over his shoulder to me, 'Love you, big bro" He says, I smiled. As he started running away, "I love you too...Mikes..." I say, a bit to late but whatever. 

I sigh as I took out my phone, and called the pizza place for some pizza for Mikey and me. 

~Squiggly :D

I couldn't fucking sleep, i'm being fucking serious. It 6 a.m and I can't sleep. I sighed as I tried my hardest to sleep, but every time I do, that damn scene comes to my mind. Like my lips is touching Frank's again. Oh my god...I need him...I sound like some teenage fangirl wanting Harry Styles to be my boyfriend, per say fuck me. 

I groaned a little, ya call me horny don't give two shits about you anyway, normal person. I faced the ceiling, until I couldn't help it. I put my hand on my nightstand taking my phone, and turning it on blinding me by the light. I groaned again, as I quickly adjust myself to the light and decided to go on Twitter. I mean why fucking not? 

As I did, I log in and then a notification showed. Oh my god, did some famous artist followed me? Oh my god! I felt excitement overflow until I click it, and see it Frank. Oh fu- WHAT FRANK!? He apparently followed me...Huh...Nice...I guess? NOT! Because that son of a bitch will stalk my posts now. Oh fucking great... 

I click his profile, I don't even get how the fuck he found my Twitter. I mean it called GeeTheBear for a fucking reason, I ignored it as I stalk his profile. He had a lot of pictures with dogs, like all I see is, dogs, dogs, more dogs, and then Green Day. Holy shit he looked so hot, I looked through his photos going close to the screen every fucking time I scroll down more. 

I felt my little self is up as I see a shirtless Frank, holy sugar fucking biscuits why you so hot, senpai! I couldn't help myself but want to pet the screen awhile, until i decided to sit up and take off my pajama pants so I can take care of my little problem...

~A/N

Yo. Eheuheueh, been a while *crazy derp eyes*. Anyway, I feel drunk for no apparent reason, I think it the fanfics I commented like my little fat thumbs made a lot of my comments stupid, whatever. Sorry for the lack of updates, and holy shit my back like ached so badly like yesterday. I was gonna make a chapter, but no! My back started hurting then I couldn't use the computer for a day. But, i'm ok now, since my back healed, kind of. Anyway, thanks for 11 follows? I think I can't remember shit. Whatever, anyway, thanks for that! and shit, I unfollowed someone because she unfollow me, so Mexican stand off right there. Alrighty, that all just wanted to apologies about the lack of updates so ya. I see you Raves later and I hope you guys had a great day or Friday! So ya, I see you Raves later, carry on and don't be afraid to keep on living and face this world alone! *salutes*. 

~XoxDerpyMyChem