THE SCAR YOU HAVE GIVEN TO ME

"Dostet Darum"

After seeing Jimin running away from the house and then with the whole drama of Yoongi being Yoongi, Taehyung had enough. The heck he just wants to breathe peacefully and have 4 hours of normal people and attend college. But nahhhhh- nohh nohhh it can't happen with two brothers he had. One who orders and the second who is the order himself. Taehyung was walking past the corridor to the basement where Namjoon is imprisoned. He remembers the last conversation with him, how desperately the elder wants him to get a book called "the kite runner." For like years and years. But it was Yoongi's order that nothing would cross the basement without his permission. But when Taehyung saw how desperately Joon wanted to read that book he couldn't deny it any longer. He thought of taking Yoongi's permission but he knew the elder would deny it, and for some reason Taehyung wanted to accomplish his biological brother's years-long wish. Taehyung was always curious why so badly the elder wants that book? Although he was going to ask but he didn't speak a word. He never does actually. It doesn't matter how much Namjoon wants to talk to him, to tell him about that day- to ask him about some certain person. He never responds. Not only because Yoongi told him but also that he hates Namjoon. For so many reasons he hates him. And he certainly thinks that Namjoon deserves the punishment. Denying the restlessness when he is around him, his heart calls to at least listen to him once, and the sympathy arising him for his brother... Taehyung always ignores it.

Reading the back page of the book, for Taehyung it's a normal novel. Nothing to die about like Namjoon was. He brings the hardcover as Namjoon please if he could.

Taehyung sighed while opening the door of the basement, darkness filled in front of his eyes, he turnes on his cell phone torch, leading by the light he stopped at the metal rod prison, a source of light coming from the window ten fit above making Taehyung off his cell's torch. His eyes dance to find Namjoon and stop when it captures him in the corner, the black blanket on his head and the said man was hugging his knees, hiding his face between his legs. No idea of the younger in the basement in front of him.

"Mr Kim" Taehyung slowly spoke, killing the idea of sympathy for his brother. Namjoon who was so weak to look up, to speak, didn't cared for his loosened body and took a quick glance of Taehyung, and as fast his eyes laid on the book taehyung had in his hand, the elder ran to grab the metal rod, smiling brightly to the younger.

Taehyung bite his lips when he saw the narrowd face of elder, his eyebrows were un even and he has big dark circles, the omnipotent soul kept in the elders eyes and the broken smile on his face, the skin were worn out and the grey shade were painted. As weak as century long lived human, Namjoon had became so tiny and old.

"Tae, you- you brought the book? You did!" Namjoon exclaimed, not looking away from Taehyung's hand which was grabbing the book securely. Taehyung took another glance of the book and decided to give it to Namjoon.

"Stop calling me Tae, I am not your little brother." Taehyung took step forward and harshly gave the book to Namjoon. Which Namjoon hurriedly took it inside of the rod and placed it on his chest, hugged it so tight.
"Thank you. Thank you so much. You don't know how much this book means to me." Namjoon cried out tears which deepen the pain in Taehyung chest. Though all the hatred aside, he wished only once, as his heart want so badly... Just once if he could hug his brother, the brother who was always with him in his childhood, his first ever friend... Only if he forget all the sins Namjoon had done, only if he could. But he knows, he can't.

Taehyung saw Namjoon thanking the god he remembers the elder don't believe in it before, he saw him telling how much he is thank full of non existing power that lead him to meet that book. And everything makes Taehyung nauseous about the book. What so especial were in it, no one can ever understand. And though Taehyung thought of asking the elder about the certain book, but he decided not to. Enough of the ugly feeling arising in his stomach, while Namjoon was kissing the every part of the book, he told himself to get out before he break the promise to Yoongi and hug the elder, and may tear up for the sake of the love of brother.