THE SCAR YOU HAVE GIVEN TO ME

his dreams

Jungkook grinned his teeth and clenched his jaw but nothing worked. The anger is not gonna help to make the older to come and join him at the cafe to work on the assignment.
Jungkook is once more doubting his choice to accept the foolish blonde as his partner. However, at this point, his only option left is to clench his fist.
"The motherfucker will get a fistful punch!" He exclaimed.
Tired of waiting, he got up and made himself a coffee, attended to some customers and finally decided to start the assignment by himself.

He lifts up his head when Jin stands beside him looking fondling at the younger.
"What?"
"Nothing. By the way where is your partner Mr.?" Jin settled into the chair next to him.
"Don't make me remember that bastard again!"
"Did you call?"
"Like thousands of times!!"
"What if something happened?- I mean do you know where he lives?"
"I may know... He will be alright!"
"Yeah whatever. He is not a kid."
After a while, the topic of conversation completely shifted from university to cafe to business and then to jimin.
"Last time I saw him at the street near the station."
"He went to the interview right?"
"Yeah. I remember there was another man, i think his boyfriend-"
"Wait what? A boyfriend?"
"Yeah I guess... It seems like there is something between them..."
Jin hummed to jungkook's statement.
"I wonder where he is..."
"He is not a kid too hyung."
"You are right. Something may have come. I am just thinking about him very much i guess."
"Think about the cafe hyung!! We are facing losses!"
"Yeah yeah. Don't worry I will work it out. You focus on your studies."
Jin stood up and was about to go when he turned to jungkook.
"By the way, Jungkookah, you will no longer be working as a waiter. Alright? I will hire someone."
"Huh?" Turning completely to Jin, Jungkook closed his laptop. His eyebrows are touching his temple, and his head automatically tilts towards jin.
"I mean- you just study! Like Joon wanted you to be."
Jungkook noticed the twisting in Jin's eyes... His weary eyebrows and his drooping shoulder. He knows that Jin was missing him. Namjoon...
"Hyung!!"
"Jungkookah please. He wanted to see you scholar."
"HYUNG PLEASE! WILL YOU STOP COMPLETING HIS ALL THE DREAMS??? THE MAN IS NOWHERE IN OUR LIFE! HE LEFT US!!! STOP LOVING HIM!!!!" Perhaps jungkook harbored numerous grudges against Namjoon during those years. And why should he not? He has seen jin struggle every night, dripping tears for him. Struggling for the best to not forget him.  It's pitiful, when someone is gone from your life and you wish they could always be there in your memories, it is depressing. It hurts bad when you want them by your side, but they are already gone... Somewhere, minding their own business. This is what makes Jungkook hate namjoon. Although he knows deep down that Namjoon will not abandon them for no reason, he does not want to hate him. But he hates the man who is the reason why his hyung is always trying to wear a smile. the false one. He hates the fact that only the gone man was the one who can make his hyung smile genuinely. He hates it. He hates that he was not able to make his hyung's sorrow heal a little. And there were so many reasons that build up to hate Namjoon.

"Even though I want to, I cannot help but love him." Jungkook is aware of it. Very well.
'jungkook, it's bad to shout to your elder. You know right. It might hurt them, the more you never have imagined'. Jungkook remembers Namjoon teaching him. He remembers every day being with him. Being surrounded by all the happiness he has ever wanted. With namjoon his jin hyung was always happy and sparkling. He missed the fact that there was no sparkle left... Not in him too. Even if hatred rules, the man still harbors the emptiness that the other man left behind. And that's why hating is the best way to forget love. But... Is it?
"You know it, jungkook, hatred will never be able to bury someone in the mountains of love." And that's it. Jin got up to leave the table. Vanished somewhere behind the counter. Staying motionless, Jungkook gazed at the void. The shut down laptop and his hand placed on them. Although he was resisting, his eyes were itching to fill with water.
He is not supposed to hurt his hyung.
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"Taehyung! Taehyung! KIM TAEHYUNG!!!!" Taehyung flinched at the sudden burst of someone, he looked up and found Yoongi pissing at his place.
"Where the fuck you zoning out?"
"I- "
"Nevermind! Did you arrange the flight tickets?"
"Yes hyung." Taehyung stated directly. Yoongi has noticed that from the very morning something is bothering Taehyung, or Taehyung wants to say something but he can't, but Yoongi decides to ignore it. The name Park Jimin envelops all of his priorities. He doesn't care about the fact that Jimin has rejected his offer of going somewhere far, Far from him. He is so in the face of Jimin and his mouth saying those words that he is not able to resist the feeling arising him.

Yoongi may have realised that, his attraction towards jimin was not just physical, the world calls it love and he doesn't want to name it. It's not important what he is feeling for the younger because his job will always put the younger in danger. He can't make him stay when he will have a gun in one hand and the other jimin. And besides when a person like Perugia is related to him it's best to just leave him far away from him. He wishes to keep him, though, too. On his side, He wants to crease him with his own filthy blooded hands, to make sure he gets more of his lover's holy love.

It was a deadly afternoon, the sun was bitchingly poking with irritating rays of its, but faraway to attack jimin.
He was in the room surrounded by the four walls, let's define it with the best appropriate word "cage". Jimin was silently laying on the bed, maybe thinking about something or someone... And in between thinking about something he didn't realise that he is no more thinking. He is having fleeting thoughts that suddenly return. as if suffocating him.

He is not confused, love is not a confusion... A criminal has a string of his heart that he hates. But not complaining. He loves the guy who has killed more than hundreds people. In spite of his hatred, he still loves him. Someone has said right, love doesn't see the blood, it only comprises a soul, out of any filthy body. It needs to hold the vanishing shadow of a person to collide with another, to make both complete. Since Jimin's birth, his shadow has faded and remained alone. And Yoongi had tried his shadow to keep it away from him, avoiding it to get bloody. And  when these two shadows will collide, the souls of omnipotent hearts will live on. Depend on one another for what seems like forever. That is, if it is what the two of them want. Circumstances are not allowing Yoongi to do that and Jimin is stuck in between.

One has never regretted loving someone thus far. in spite of the fact that he can lose him.

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Hiiiii people.
Been a very long huh?
It was a short comeback chapter.
I am done with my exam so I will try to write more and best.
Thank you for reading.
Hope you enjoyed it
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