Is it Love?

phantom world 1 (Taylor's view)

I looked at my brother. He seemed a bit mad. Before I asked him, he yelled at Aiden, "Next time you don't let her drop!" Let who drop? Ashlyn grabbed my arm and dragged me away, "Don't mind them. You fell asleep on Aiden's shoulder, and he let your head fall on his lap, that his arm wouldn't hurt." That's what Tyler was mad about. Ashlyn and I did our usual stuff we always do. This means trying to survive. We tried our best not to get into Tyler and Aiden's fight. It somehow hurts to see them fight. I really wish they would get along.

After 3 hours, I noticed Aiden was always looking into Ashlyn and my direction. Was he checking what we were doing? Probably not, even if it was probably related to Ash and not to me. I couldn't stop feeling watched by him, tho. Kinda creepy if I am being honest. Ashlyn now seemed to notice it, too. Her eyes glared at Aiden, and he suddenly disappeared. I couldn't see him anymore from the point I was standing. While I was looking around, I felt a hand on my shoulder. I screamed so loud that I saw it hurt Ashlyn through her earplugs. A soft, familiar voice spoke to me. It was Tyler, "Tay, are you okay? You seem nervous. Please tell me you didn't get hurt. This is the last thing I need right now." I sighed, "I am not hurt. You just scared me. Where is Aiden? You two did fight again."

My twin didn't seem surprised that I asked about Aiden. "Aiden is with Ben. You should talk to him. In the real world, here is no time for his bullsh#t." My brother got a bit mad saying this. They both really don't get along. That is one of the factors why I just can't be in love with Aiden. No matter what I feel, the person I date needs to be able to handle my brother. I can't have them hate eachother, family is very important, and Ty is all I have besides mom. Who doesn't like him can't have me, it always was that way and always will be. I smiled at my brother, signaling him that everything was fine. He gave me a short hug and went to Logan, I wonder why they always stick together when he isn't around me.

Ashlyn was alone, so I joined her. It is the safest if we all stay at least in teams of two. Even if the Schoold bus graveyard is a relatively safe plave. We can't risk losing anyone. I hate that we are stuck here, but I have to admit, I am happy to have them. I know if we weren't stuck here, we all probably wouldn't be friends. We would all just have finished the project, and even if I had become friends with some of them, Tyler wouldn't. He needs them more than I do, and I need his happiness. It sucks but I love it.