Curse My Soul With Your Love

i love you so...

It was the day after that big event had happened and everyone had soon forgotten about it but Alastor was still shooken by the sudden reminder of his past on earth. It was truly a horrible experience to see that agian with it being early in the morning and his hands shaking from fear, he wouldn't dare wake anyone up to ask for help or try to distract him from his thoughts. It all most seemed impossible for him to forget the events of the past day witch he oh so hoped would dissapear.

Suddenly Vox teleported in the room to check on him like he usually did when he woke up and seeing Alastor in the state he was in confused him quite a bit.
"Hey Al are you okay?"

Alastor hid his hands and sat up on his bed.
"Mm hm I'm fine"

"But your hands were just shaking"
Vox said quite annoyed that he was ignoring his question and lying to him saying he was fine when he knew Alastor wasn't fine at all Vox could see it in his eyes that he wasn't okay.
"Come on you can tell me anything, you know that"

"I just can't forget about yesterday, it's like a ringing in my head and it keeps coming back"
Alastor rubbed his eyes and then looked at Vox.

"Well yeah.... Your past was quite the past..."
Vox thought for a second then he had a idea that might make him forget about all of the events of the past day and clear his mind a bit.
"Al?"

"Yes Vox??"

"Remember that place we used to go the little park that nobody knew was there?"

"Yea! I remember!"
Alastor got happy at this remark because they hadn't been there in so long. It used to be the place where they would go to watch the sunset and sometimes the sunrise, it had a beautiful tree there with pretty petals.

"I knew you'd like to go"
Vox said kissing him on the forehead and ruffiling his hair.

Alastor got up out of bed and clicked that made him get into his normal clothes.
"Soo.... When are we going??"

"We can go now if you want"

"Okay!"
Alastor grabbed Vox's hand and walked downstairs and out of the hotel and onto the streets walking slowly.
"I forget I got stabbed..."

"Hey hey no need for the sudden put down, let's try and forget"
Vox held his hand and they began to walk towards the secret garden.

Once they had arrived they sat down on a bench and started to look around the beautiful garden with it glistening in the daylight it seemed all most magical as such.

"I don't remember this place being so beautiful...."
Alastor said laying down on the bench resting his head on Vox's legs.

"But we havent been here in so long it probably looks different"
Vox ran his fingers through Alastor's hair while looking around at the trees in the park.

It was like their own secret place where they could go to chat or talk about stuff that was on thier minds but away from all the chaos of hell and just the two of them.

As the minutes passed it felt like secounds with them just chilling together in this beautiful park.
Considering it was hell it could still have some gorgeous scenery and plants.

They were sat in silence for a while till one of them spoke.
"This is wonderful, thanks for taking me here Vox..."

"Your welcome Al, anything for you"

Alastor looked up at Vox then hugged him tightly not giving a fuck about his cut on his chest. Alastor hugged him for a while.
"I love you"

"I love you too"

They were both hugging each other till Alastor had to stop because he was hurting himself from hugging Vox to hard.
"It's hurting agian..."
Alastor was trying to ignore the pain but after all he did get stabbed with a pretty sharp blade.

"It's gonna heal. It just might take some time"
Vox said running his fingers through Alastor's hair trying to make him feel better wich he did.

"I don't know how I hated you..."

"Me either..."

The pain was showing in Alastor's eyes but Vox decided to stay anyway this was their favorite place that they all ways used to go to when one of them needed to talk about something like a little safe place without any cameras or eyes staring at them and asking questions and pictures being taken and videos of them posted on social media. A place they'd go just to chill and love each other for what they were.

"Hey Vox?"

"Yea?"

"Just wondering, how could you love someone as insane as me?"
Alastor laid back down with his head resting on Vox's legs while he tired to ignore the pain from the wound he had on his chest even though it was quite hard to ignore.

"Wel because I do, and nothing will change that, ever"

Alastor wiped his face and touched his wound slightly in pain.
"It hurts...."

"It's okay Al it will get better, I know it probably hurts a lot"

"Yea.... It does"
Alastor hugged Vox while still laying down on him. Alastor's fluffy hair stroked up against Vox and his ears folding backwards.

"Hey Al if it's hurting that much we can just go back to the hotel"
Vox said trying to get Alastor to lighten up and not be so dull about everything.

"Uh.... I think I'll last"
Alastor hugged Vox more.

"Al it's obviously hurting you"
Vox ran his fingers though Alastor's hair and started touching his ears going backwards while Vox messed with them attempting to make Alastor feel better.

"I'm fine, I swear"
He sat up and rubbed his eyes looking over at Vox with a weary smile on his face.

"Random question but did you get enough sleep last night?"
Vox asked probably knowing the awnser to the question.

"I- I uhm"

"Alastor you need sleep!"

"There was a reason though..."
Alastor sat up on the bench putting his knees to his face and his ears flopped down.

"What's with the sadness today Al?"
Vox asked putting his arm around Alastor and trying to help him.

"Uhm.... I can't forget about yesterday with my time on earth"

"Oh yeah that.... Well uhm I took you here to make you feel better but it seems to be doing the opposite"

"No, trust me Vox it's helping"
Alastor hugged Vox agian.

"You seem quite emotional today-"
Vox said returning the hug and proceeding to kiss him on the forehead.

"Am i?"

"Yea.... Actually"
Vox ruffled up his hair.

"Hey! Stop that!"
Alastor laughed a bit.

"Come on, let's go for a walk in the park other than just sitting here"

Vox held out his hand for Alastor to take and Alastor took his hand and they both started walking though the park and looking at all the trees.
Even though it was hell it could still be beautiful sometimes with its people and dazzaling moon lit nights that took your breath away as soon as you laid eyes upon the star lit sky.

They were holding hands while walking through the park with Vox occasionally kissing Alastor and some stops along the way because of Alastor's wound but it was a amazing few hours at the park because they hadn't been there in so long it was like recovering old memories from the past that where old but not forgotten just like their love for each other.

       ~Old But Not Forgotten~