One-shot book! (OSC)

Terrified (Fantube)⚠️🔪🌸

TW// STALKING, RAPE THREATS, DEATH THREATS, HALLUCINATIONS AND MENTIONS OF SUICIDE ATTEMPTS

A/N: This wasn't going to be Fantube?? Test Tube girlie where did you come from?? Anyways this is a vent cause I've been thinking about my stalker again and I'm scared. Might be OOC but I give no fucks.))

Fan was in his room. Alone. At night. The lights off. He was on his laptop.

He told himself he'd remember to turn them on but he didn't. And now he didn't have the energy.

He glanced at his closet. He flinched when he saw something. But it disappeared quickly.

He took a moment before sighing and looking back at the screen.

It wasn't unusual for him. He had hallucinations frequently. Their worse in the dark.

He resisted the urge to look out his window.

He continued watching youtube. It was a gaming video. A horror game about someone being stalked.

It started making him think of his own stalker situation.

When he was 15 he was stalked online by someone. It terrified him of course and continued for a year.

This wasn't normal teen behavior. This was serious.

They'd make posts about him, try to turn his friends against him, he even faked his suicide and blamed it on Fan.

Fan left Twitter over it.

Mixed with his Schizophrenia made him terrified.

He glanced out his window. Thankfully he saw nothing.

One thing he remembered was his Stalker encouraged people to harass him. Someone threatened to Rape and kill him.

Fan was a COCSA victim. So that one really fucking scares him.

He didn't leave his house for weeks after. He was absolutely terrified. He considered suicide just so he wouldn't have to go through that.

He was lucky Test Tube talked him out of it.

He told her about his plan to kill himself. Mainly so she wouldn't be surprised or upset when he died.

She was so distraught it shook him. He hadn't ever seen anyone that upset. He genuinely didn't think she'd be that upset if he died.

He felt awful. But it convinced him to stay.

He was getting scared again. He knew it was just a Twitter user. They wouldn't do anything!

But it still scared him.

What if someone did break in?

What if they were already in?

What if they find him?

He looked out his window again. Nothing.

But that wouldn't do any good if they were already inside.

He texted Test Tube.

Fan: Sry 4 asking but im getin paranoid again. u dont think that rape threat i got a while back cuz of ###### was real right?

She texted him back after only a minute.

TT: I'm on my way over there.

He groaned. He probably worried her. Especially because of his attempt.

It wasn't long until he heard a knock at his door. He called out "Come in!" And of course, Test Tube did. She had a bag with her.

She walked in and sat next to him "You doing okay?" He weakly chuckled "About as okay as I can be."