One-shot book! (OSC)

But the devil deserves love 🌸⚠️ (Cabtube)

Tw// Suicide attempts, Mentions of self-harm

A/N: woAh hey guys Cabby isn't dead sike lmao. Yeah I'm feeling better now so I decided to give our favorite girly pop a happy ending :3 fun fact in the first one I was gonna use he/him for Cabby cause I'm Transmasc but I actually straight up forgot. Might be OOC oopsies. Also this probably isn't accurate to a Benadryl overdose sorry))

Cabby woke up to a high buzzing sound.

Her eyelids felt like weights

And her body flashed hot and cold.

When she finally managed to open them. She immediately recognized where she was.

Her girlfriends Lab.

Her jumbled and fuzzy memories slowly correlated to create something she could remember.

Immediately worry struck her veins. Test Tube must've been horrified. She felt awful.

She just wanted to shrink away. Or never have existed in the first place.

That sounded nice.

She heard a door open and close. But she couldn't move. She couldn't even open her mouth.

Test Tube hovered over her. Writing something on a clipboard. She had teary eyes.

God. It made Cabby feel even worse.

Cabby wanted to let Test Tube know she was awake and alert. But she just couldn't move. She felt so tired.

Test Tube looked closer at her. And her eyes widened when she saw Cabby's eyes open.

She paused. "...Cabby? Are you awake?" She tried again to speak. A strained sound escaped her throat.

Test Tube sighed "You probably can't answer me right now..." Test Tube placed a kiss on her forehead "It's okay love..."

Cabby calmed down at this. Her eyelids felt heavier. She was drifting in and out of consciousness.

When she opened her eyes again the sun was setting. She had an easier time opening her eyes. And she could move her arm.

Her arm, specifically the one she sliced up ached like hell. She winced at that.

She couldn't really sit up. She wanted to see if her girlfriend was in the room or not. But she couldn't.

After only around 10 minutes. She heard a door open and close. "...Testy?" She heard Footsteps walk over to her. Before Test Tube hovered over her.

"Cabby? Can you speak?" Cabby looked away, ashamed. "Mhm..." Test Tube grabbed her hand "It's ok. We can talk about it when you're ready."

Cabby nodded. Clenching Test Tubes hand. Finding comfort in it. Test Tube kissed her hand. "Do you think you're ready to be sat up on your wheels?"

Cabby nodded. She didn't have legs like most objects. So she could stand up without her legs giving out or causing too much strain.

Test Tube helped her up onto her wheels. Cabby didn't have the energy to push herself around.

Test Tube gave her a kiss on the cheek. "How are you feeling?" Cabby murmured out "...Tired..."

Test Tube gently pushed her into another room. This one seeming much more like a living room. But with a few more laboratory things.

She rolled Cabby onto a soft Pillow and hooked her up to some machines. "These are just to make sure you're still okay, alright?" Cabby nodded.

Test Tube sat on a couch beside her. Pulling a laptop onto her lap and typing.

They sat in silence for a bit. Cabby knew the reason she wasn't at a hospital was because Test Tube knew how to handle these types of things.

They sat in silence for a while. Cabby still felt a bit faint and tired. But not as much as she did earlier.

She looked over at Test Tube. She looked... Tired...

Her heart wracked with guilt.

"...I'm sorry..."

Test Tube glanced at her. Her gaze softened.  "Cabby... It isn't your fault... I promise..." Cabby couldn't bring herself to keep eye contact.

"...It is... I chose to... I..." Her words felt caught in her throat.

Test Tube put her laptop off her lap and stood up. Cupping Cabby's check. "Sweetheart..."

Cabby slowly gained the courage to look Test Tube in her eyes. She looked worried and concerned.

"None of this is your fault. I promise it isn't. You're an amazing person who was dealt an awful hand. That isn't any fault of yours."

Cabby started tearing up. She hugged Test Tube suddenly. It only took TT a moment to hug her back.

Once Cabby finally pulled away, Test Tubes gave her a kiss on the forehead "I love you."

Cabby smiled at her. "I love you too..."

A/N: raaah I got lazy towards the end sorry ): ))