Wanda/Elizabeth/Natasha/Scarlett One Shots

I never gave up: Part 3 (WM & NR)

Y/N POV

Another month has gone by and I've been helping out on missions from the jet. Everyone was reluctant at first especially Nat but I was able to convince her. I explained I felt too cooped up and I know I'm not anywhere near combat ready I just feel like I need to help in some way.

Nat and I have been spending almost all the time together. I feel her staring at me sometimes and it's not like a worry stare. I catch her sometimes and it almost looks like a longing. I sleep in the same bed as her because I have nightmares when I'm not sleeping next to her. On the occasion that I do get a nightmare she holds me till I fall back asleep.

I find myself feeling things for her like I did before. We are watching a movie in her room after a day of training and me watching. I'm not fully healed yet but I do some light exercising to build my strength. I find my thoughts wondering to why she didn't give up.

"Nat?"

"Hmm?"

"Why didn't you just give up looking for me when even Wanda did?" She looks over at me with a look of surprise.

"It wasn't an option for me. You're my best friend. I lo-care about you." She says and I catch on to her little slip up of the l before she switched it to care. I stare into her eyes before responding.

"Thank you for caring about me enough to continue looking for me even after two years. I can't imagine how hard that must have been for you."

She blushes and smiles, "Thank you for staying alive. I..I want to ask you something but you don't have to talk about it. But the doctor said you were pregnant and lost the baby. How far along were you?"

I look down playing with the hem of my shirt. "I think it was about 6 months once I started getting sick at the same time everyday I started tracking it. I didn't get very big but I did feel him move. I did tell one of the nicer guards about it and he had be get checked out by the doctor. I heard the heart beat and they told me it was a boy. Then the main guard found out and he was very upset....he umm...well h-he.."

I can't continue because I can't feel myself getting worked up. He beat me until I wasn't even able to stand and then hours later I was bleeding. So I had to deliver my dead baby.

I now have tears running down my face. She wipes my cheeks and hold my face in her hands. "I'm so sorry Y/N, I shouldn't have asked."

"No it's okay, I haven't really let myself think about it and talk about it. So I needed it." I say placing my hand on top of hers. I haven't noticed till now how close we have gotten. She looks down at my lips and then back to my eyes. I feel myself moving closer to her and our lips brush against each other. I finally kiss her. I've dreamt of kissing her before and this kiss is way better than I ever imagined. She licks my bottom lip and I open my mouth granting her access.

Our tongue battle for dominance but she eventually wins and she climbs onto my lap. I rub my hands up her thighs to her hips pulling her closer to me. I run my hands under her shirt feeling her soft skin. She grabs the bottom of her shirt pulling it off. She isn't wearing a bra and so I admire her.

She moves to grab my shirt and pauses asking, "Is this okay?"

I nod while I lift my arms and she pulls my shirt off. When she throws my shirt to the side her fingers start to trace my skin over all my scars from the past two years. I start to feel self conscious and try to cover myself but she grabs my hands. "Hey, stop that you are beautiful. These scars mean you are strong and you are a survivor." She then leans down kissing every single one of them on my chest and stomach.

"Nat?"

"Hmm?"

"I want you to touch me..."

She moves off me and I lay down while she pulls off my underwear. Her fingers trace up my inner thigh. I feel myself shaking so she stops. Looking down at me with nothing but love.

"I would never hurt you, and we don't have to go any further if you don't want to."

I shake my head, "No I want to."

I grab her hand putting it between my legs...

The next day...

I wake up with Nat in my arms, and she is gripping my arm tightly. I think about last night. That was the most safe I've felt in a long time. Nat was slow, careful and loving she was patient with me whenever I got in my head.

I get an idea to make Nat breakfast in bed. She luckily loosened her grip on my arm, and I kiss her forehead. I slip out easily heading out to the kitchen. As I start making waffles and bacon, I hear footsteps come in. I turn around and see Wanda freeze. "I'll come back later."

"No, you don't have to do that. I'm almost done, we need to be able to be in the same room together." She smile but then her smile drops as her eyes fall to my neck.

"What?" I ask and cover my neck. She shakes her head and walks past me to the fridge. I look at my reflection in the mirror by the table. My eyes widen at the hickey on my neck. "Shit." I mutter turn around going back to my breakfast.

I set everything on a trey and head to my room. I set the trey on the bedside table next to her and sit down. I stroke her back and lean down kissing her cheek. "Good morning." I whisper and she stirs awake.

She looks up and me smiling, "Good morning."

"I made us breakfast." I point at the trey and she sits up pulling the sheet up to cover herself up. "You're adorable. Thank you and I grab the trey putting it on the bed over her.

"By the way thanks for the hickey." I say turning my neck towards her. She looks down at the food almost guilty. I thought she did it on accident but now I know she did it on purpose.

"Nat? Did you do this on purpose??" I asks and she nods.

"Why??"

"Im sorry, I wanted to make sure people know that you are mine."

"I'm yours huh?"

She looks up to see me smirking at her. I should feel mad but I think it's amazing she already feels like I want to be hers fully.

"Well I was hoping you would want to be after last night and knowing I never gave up looking for you. I almost slipped up last night but I think I want to tell you now. I love you Y/N."

I don't answer right away but I know I've started feeling things for her again. She makes me feel wonderful and safe.

"You don't have to say it back because I know that you still loved Wanda two months ago but I feel like last night meant-"

"I love you too."  With that I kiss her and she kisses me back. I never thought Nat and I would ever be together after she turned me down all those years ago but here we are in my bed making out after a night of us being together. Natasha Romanoff loves me.