hush now, little girl : a diary

page four

Tears of laughter ran down my face when I stopped thinking about the past— a mix of sweet memories and raw emotions.

After our unexpected meeting earlier, I came back home, went to my room, and sank into solitude. Sitting by the edge of my bed, I leaned back and stared at the wall for what felt like an eternity.

Months have passed, but thoughts of you still fill my mind every day. I can't stop thinking about you. Your presence remains like a cherished, unexpected happiness.

But where did things go wrong?

"You've changed," you said.

But have I really?

You remained unchanged throughout those five months with her. Did you find happiness? Did she hurt you, or did you feel sadness?

Questions lingered, unanswered, in the silence.