I hate that I'm a person who will self-sabotage all of the good things in their life just because they think it's too good to be true.
I hate that I'm a person who will break people's trust due to lying about and hiding their feelings.
I hate that I'm a person who has ruined everything between everyone I cared about.
I hate that I'm a person who is too scared to actually go through with any plans to unalive myself.
I hate that I'm a person who is too stupid for this world.
I hate that I'm a person.
I hate that I'm me.
I hate myself.
I brought this all onto myself.
I don't deserve anybody.
