I hate this.
I try and try and try to not be a massive burden on everybody in my life but I always fail. I always manage to screw everything up.
The only thing I wanted was to not be a problem and yet I fail at even that.
And the consequence of that was making everybody I loved hate me.
The only thing I can do to pay for my actions is kill myself. I don't deserve to live if I'm only a burden and cause problems for others.
