Poems

Idk what to name this

I knew I loved you,
But I never said how much.
You said let's be friends,
See where it takes us.

I agreed that we could be just friends,
I hoped for something more,
Perhaps a rainy day,
Where you'd come knocking on my door

Or Maybe you'd write a song for me,
Or ask me to a dance,
I should have known better
I didn't stand a chance

All the girls fell for you,
That was plain to see,
But this some how feels different,
Because it happened to me.

I fell for you hard,
Though I tried not to
I tried to find a flaw,
In hopes I would forget you

But the more I looked for flaws,
The more I fell in love
With the way you treated me with kindness
Like an angel from above.

You let me have your number,
I gave you mine too
Now I wish I hadn't done that.
If only I had a clue.

You didn't lead me on,
You didn't feel the same,
You told me to look for someone else.
I pretended to be okay.

We stayed friends for quite a time,
But that's not what I wanted.
I know I was delusional
And for that I am haunted

I wish I could have moved on sooner,
It's not like I didn't try,
But it's hard to move on,
When you can't help but cry.

I don't think you meant to hurt me,
I doubt you really knew
How much pain you caused me then,
And all that I went through.

I feel like an idiot,
I will for quite some time.
I feel like I've lost you,
But you were never mine.