I dont know
What could I tell you?
I don't want to waste your time with my "problems"
There nothing
I'm nothing
Its fine
I'm gonna be alright
I am sorry that I put you through so much for so little
I am sorry I ask for to much help
I am sorry I'm not what you wanted
And I'm sorry I can't change for the life of me
And I know
In a couple of years I'm gonna look back and think how stupid I am
I already do
But I've chosen to be this way
Act distant
Be REALLY weird
But I'm doing it for my self
I'm I kid
I am going through stuff that I cant help myself with
Even if I tried
which I have
I've tried for so long
And you know what
I couldn't help myself anymore
And it's getting really hard to bottle everything up now
and I hope you can forgive me
For everything
I am sorry
Truly
YOU ARE READING
Going Cascading
Puisiand as always, innocent like roller coasters fatality is like ghost in snow and you have no idea What you're up against because I've seen What they look like becoming perfect as if they were Sterling silver chainsaws going cascading
