"Bryleen?? Hey are you there....?"
"Yeah sorry I zoned out. Oh... And call me Bryn"
"Right Bryn sorry I keep calling u by your full name its a habit"
"Its okay....."
I sat there staring at her laughing in my mind. She thinks she can "help" me.
"So um... Do you want to get started"
"Yeah sure"
So... This is my new therapist Beth. She's what you call dedicated and hopeful, kinda bothers me but yeah. Now I'm in her office for another appoint mint this is my third with her.
"Okay so umm you've been avoiding talking about your past and I was thinking if we could talk about it this time yeah??"
I rolled my eyes oh god here we go again.
"No I don't want to talk about it"
"But maybe if you talked abou-"
"No its not worth talking about" I cut her off oh no I was loosing my temper.
"Look I'm really concerned about you if you jus-"
"NO" I yelled and stood up.
"Why won't you talk about it? are you afraid to talk about it?" She said as she got up. I backed away.
"NO ITS JUST... UHHH GOD"
"What? What's the reason? Do you think its because you would loose your temper?"
"NO GOSH NOW YOU THINK ITS MY TEMPER" I yelled heading over to the door when I stopped right in my tracks when she said 'did someone abuse you'.
I turned around anger shown on my face.
"Why would you say that?" I asked amazed about how she figured it out well not completely my she got closer than anyone has ever has.
"Your body language. The way you react when a man gets near you, sometimes even a women"
"Wow" I say and leen my back on the door.
"You out of all people would figure it out, congrats you got it" I said and without wanting a tear ran down my face.
"I can help you if.... If you just let me"
"No"
"Why not I can help you I really could"
"No... Because in case of fixing a person you have to heal and in order to heal you have to let everything in which would cause pain and loose control also I would have to except it and I'm not ready for that I'm sorry but I can't"
I said and turned to open the door.
"Wait.... Uhhh fine but when you are come back please, you deserve to be happy"
"Not likely" I said and walked out"
Well that was one heck of a surprise
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Work
"Here you go have a nice day" I said as I handed the coffee to the women.
So I work at this medium sized coffee shop that people come by a lot. I come here after school and leave at 8:00.
I work at the register, sometimes make the drinks and the waiter.
"Hello welcome may I take your order??" I asked the teenage blonde boy with a smile.
"Yeah can I just get a mocha and a cookie" he said back and returned the smile.
"Yeah sure will that be all??"
"Yeah that's it"
He handed me the money and I gave him back his change.
I went over to make his mocha cuz no one else was about to order. I grabbed his drink and cookie, walked over to his table and placed it next to him.
"Here you go"
"Thank you" he said and smiled at me which I returned.
I walked back and went back to work.
Well he seems nice
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