The Big Bad Alpha Zander

Chapter 15

Thanks to all the people that commented on my last chapter i really enjoyed writing this and i did it after reading those comments enjoy the story(:

POV-Leah

I few weeks have passed since my break down in the bathroom. Whenever Zander brings it up i just ignore it.

I know he wants to know what happened and why i freaked out like that but i just cant tell him yet.

Im just not ready to talk about it to anyone. I dont even tell my mom everything becuse i think shell be disgusted by me. When she releases just how insecure i really am.

Ive always known im weak and that i should just comfront everything and even thought isay i dont care what people think i really do if its the people i love.

I just hate when people look atmy with sympathy i cant stand it. Ive had a hard life but i just wanna leave it all behind me but how can i when my past is coming back.

Its all his fault that asshole that just happens to be my father ha wish he actually acted like one. How could he come back after all this time.

All i wanna do is getmylife together but with him blowing up my cell and leaving messages and voicemails its kinda hard toforget.

Not to mention my hallutionsions are back. Now i have to deal with her you see they think i have personality disorder and thats a result of what I've been through in the pass.

I know Zander is my mate and i should tell him everything but i cant not yet. Ill just try to avoide it for now.

Either way i have more important things going on tomorrow i turn 18 which means if i have a wolf she'll make her first appearance. So hopefually i do turn tomorrow.

I really hope i do being a wolf sounds fun. I mean i know i didnt act like the normal human being when i found out i was a werewolf but hey im weird so deal with it.

Anyways right now im in my mates room or should i say our room getting ready. Betty told me that shes taking me out because when i turn. Im not gonna have time for her.

Which i told her would never happen but she says im gonna have to go through training and when i do have free time ill just want to spent it with my mate because are bond would be stronger when my wolfs here. Apparently shes not gonna want to leave his side.

I go in look in the mirror all i can see is the fat girl staring back at me. Ive been trying to qvoide mirrors and avoide her but i just cant. I know. Dont look like that at least not anymore. I decide to just walk out and see what Betty thinks of my look.

"Omg if it wasnt because your my brothers mate and the fact that im straight ill so go lesbian over you" she said.

I just laughed at her shes weird just like me. Just then my besties walked in the room.

"Omg look at you sexy" Sammy said.

"You look beautiful" said Rachel.

You can see that there oppisites Rachel is way more polite and didnt speak her mind all the time. I love that they get along with Betty so well.

"Well you guys look sexy too just not as sexy as me" i said laughing.

"Oh shut up you know im the hottest" said Sammy. Shes the most consitive out of all of us.

We all started walking down stairs. Where going to club Betty told us about. I didnt picture her as the partying type but she says theres a first for everything.

I really feel wierd Betty and the girls made me wear a mini Red dress with black pumps. Going down the stairs im really trying not to fall. Im a klutz when it comes to heels.

If i where in a scary movie ill probably die if i had to run in heels diference is ill take off the hells before i even try ruinning in them. The killer wont even have to kill me if i wearied them i would probably die from falling and breaking my neck or something.

Sad right that that would be the cose of my death. As we make are way down stairs Zander is in the living room with some friends and they saw us and whistled.

Saying things like "Damn babe whats your number" "Just skip the club and come to my bed" or "Damn baby i wouldnt mind having any of you guys for dessert" okay not disturbing at all.

I can tell Zander didnt like there comments to hid little sister Betty or me his mate. He was pissed you can tell because he growled and all the guys shut up and bowed there heads muttering sorrys to him.

From whati experioncied so far it loks like hea reqdy to shift any moment now. He walked out of the room and went to his office you can hear him cursing and trowing things all over the floor.

"Go calm hime down" Betty said.

"Wait what how do you espect me to do that he looks pissed" i said.

"Just go Leah" she said.

"Ughh fine im going" i said.

I went over and knocked at the door. There was no response. So i just walked in.

Wow okay this place needs new furniture now and the wall fixed. Everything in here is destroyed.

He doesnt even look st me as he getting ready to teow the chair i just walk over an hug him from behind. I can feel hes tense but after a while he starts calming down and turns around to hug me and puts his head on my neck to inhale my sent. He says my sent always calms him.

"Go change" he says.

"What?" i ask.

"Go change i wont let any other male see my mate ill cut there eyes out if they ever see you looking this sexy" he says.

I beary my head on his chest because i don't want him to see me blushing. I dont like that he wants to control whati wear but he said im sexy so ill let him get away with it this time but that doesnt mean im gonna go change.

"You know i dont take orders so well" i said.

"Fine but im going with you guys i cant have anyone trying to take advantage of my innocent mate" he said.

"Okay only if Betty is fine with that" i say.

"You know im her Alpha so i can just order her to let me go plus i already asked he and she said yes" he said.

"Okay then lets go" i said as we walked out the door on are way to the club now with my best feiends and my sexy mate. Oh this is gonna be fun.