Cerise - [CPN] (Completed)

Lust (56)

Tetsuya speaks, "I've fallen
for you too. Yet I can't get
that image from out of
my head…."

I don't dare ask him
which image he's referring
to, knowing right away what
he means.

He saw what Ronin did to
me despite dying.

Or rather Ronin kept Tetsu
alive just to see my final
moments.

Defiled in such a way,
is disgusting.

Now I've lost my appetite.

Tetsuya doesn't eat anymore
either,

his expression is a bit grim,

"Someone else's lust was
our demise."

That's sad yet true.

There's no denying it.

Ronin is a mystery to me
yet for him to have killed
us proves that he's vile.

Yet for now that shouldn't
matter,

"Tetsu, should we call it
a night?"

I try to change the subject,
feeling sleepy.

Staying quiet, Tetsu merely
nod as we both clean up.

Tetsu now looks calm and
so am I.

Yet this feeling of
lust is strong and
it reeks of sexual
desire.

Unwanted.

Too strong. 

Go away!

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