Imagination (Christian Collins fanfiction)

Chapter 32

I woke up to an empty hospital room and panicked for a second before remembering what happened. I relaxed a little but realized I was alone and panicked again, I grabbed the remote and started rapidly pressing the button until a nurse came running in,

"What's wrong? Are you okay?"

"Where's Chris?"

"Who?"

"The boy that brought me here!"

"Oh, he's in the waiting room on the phone, do you want to see him?"

"Duh!"

She nodded and walked out of the room, I pushed myself to a sitting position and looked at my arms, I have an IV in my elbow crease, nice...

Chris bolted around the corner and slid in to the room and I got butterflies and a relieved feeling when I saw him, he didn't leave me.

He sighed with relief and walked over to me. His face is all tear stained and his hair is a mess, but he's here. He sat down in the chair next to my bed and grabbed my hand, "How are you feeling?"

"Better... Why are you crying?"

He sighed, "Because you stopped breathing..."

My eyes widened, "What do you mean by that?"

"You stopped breathing."

"Chris..." He looked up at me, "It's okay... I'm okay.." I smiled weakly and he squeezed my hand, I scooted over in the bed so he could join me. He got the hint and climbed up with me, I laid my head on his chest and he put his arm around me.

"I'm so glad you're okay.." He said and kissed my head.

"Only because of you..."

"But I'm also the reason you're in here.."

"Chris don't think about that."

He nodded and just held me there, "God, I love you."

"I love you too, I love you so much.." I mumbled and buried my face in his chest. He slid down a little bit and wrapped both his arms around me and rested his head over mine.
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"Hey princess..."

I opened my eyes and Chris was sitting up staring at me, "The nurse said you can leave." I nodded and sat up, I pulled the blanket off of me and pushed myself off the bed.

"She already took the IV's off, if that's what you're looking for." I nodded and realized I had cotton balls taped to me, nice...

I stood up and Chris rushed to my side to help me, "I got it." I smiled, he still helped me up and walked with me down the hallway and out the door to the car.

We pulled up to the hotel and Chris took me straight to the bus. Everyone was staring and I looked down and buried my face in Christian's side, he held my head against his side and took me to the back room area.

"Here, put this on." He said handing me a t-shirt and yoga shorts, he knows me so well, he kissed my cheek and left the room so I could change.

I walked out to the front of the bus and sat next to Chris. He put his arm around me and I leaned in to him. I guess everyone was here now, so the bus started moving.

Crawford walked in to the room with a worried look on his face, "Are you okay?" I nodded and he gave a weak smile, nodded, and left the room. I snuggled up against Chris and he wrapped his arms around me.

"Get some rest, you look tired." He said and kissed my forehead, I nodded and dozed off.
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"Is she okay?"

"Yeah, she just had an anxiety attack."

"Why?"

"Because of me..."

I wanted to respond but I couldn't, I'm half awake, you know, like when you can hear and sense things but can't move and talk?

"You must've messed up bad.."

"Yeah... I don't know why, I love her more than anything..."

"It's okay, you're okay now right? Your relationship?"

"I guess so..."

"Trust me, she loves you too."

Issa...

It's true though, I do love him. I love Christian and this isn't making me go anywhere, it would take a lot more than this.