What's A Mate?

Chapter 40

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"MASON!" I screamed. He fell forward and I rushed to the ledge. He caught himself, but was quickly slipping. I reached out to grab one of his arms, while Jordan grabbed the other and pulled him up. Once he was on the other side of the ledge, I attacked him in a hug. "Please don't ever do that again, please. I need you. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry." I was trying so hard not to break down, but the fact he was about to kill himself made me break.

"Aubree... I can't. I can't do this again. I just can't. I'm sorry, we can't get back together, it'd be too much pain, for me. I can't do that. You didn't care until I was about to jump... That shows me that you would never really care... I'm sorry but I can't." He took my arms away from around him and took a few steps away...

I was crying, sad tears before, but now it was angry tears. "Don't you fucking tell me I never cared. I did. I always cared. Even after we broke up. I always kept it on the inside though. So don't you ever tell me I never cared, when I cared the most. And I always will fucking care. You're just too selfish to see that, aren't you? You know the reason why I broke up with you? Because you acted like I was a five year old when I was nineteen fucking years old. You were too protective, that's not always a bad thing, but when it's everyday and I wasn't even allowed to go home, it's bad. You took me from my house with no 'okay' from me. I fucking cared, Mason. Did you? Because I don't think you did." I said as I wiped away the tears.

His face was a mixture of emotions. Too many to name, but the main one was sadness... "Aubree... I-I'm so sorry... I didn't know." "Don't Mason. Of course you didn't know. I didn't tell you. It's not happening. Not this time. When I said I needed you, I didn't mean as a relationship, I meant as a friend. I'm always here for you and if you want to kill yourself, I'm going to do anything I can to stop you. But if you push me away, I can't. Killing yourself will do nothing, okay? It'll end the pain for you, but what about Salem? What about Jordan, me, your family? Huh? Think, if you kill yourself, all the pain you had, goes to the ones who care about you. So before you say 'No one will miss me,' I will. Jordan and Salem will. Your family will. You can say I never cared, or I don't, and you can walk off the ledge and die thinking I never cared, but I did. You can go and do whatever you like, but just know it hurts me." I told him and walked away.

I could hear Jordan say, "Wow," and someone follow me. "Aubree... Aubree, stop walking away from me... Damn woman, why do you walk so fast?" "Why are you following me? Just go the fuck away, you obviously didn't care the first time." I said and started to run. "Just leave me alone, Mason. It's for the best."

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