Motor Neuron disease (5sos)

Chapter four

Luke woke up to Ashton gone.

"Shit" Luke said under his breath. Luke only knew that Ashton would be one place without him. Luke walked out of the bunks and walked into the living room.

"What's  wrong Lukey?" Michael said sleepily.

"I can't find Ashton" Luke replied sounding worried.

"He's in the bathroom I think" Michael said.

Luke ran over to the bathroom and saw that the door was closed with the light on.

Luke hear faint crying and knocked on the door.

"Ashton?" Luke asked.

"What" Ashton sniffled.

"Can I come in?" Luke asked.

"Yeah Ashton sighed getting up and unlocking the door.

"What's up?" Ashton said trying not to cry.

"I was just worried about you since you haven't left me for two days." Luke replied.

Ashton hugged Luke and started to cry.

"Ash, hey what's wrong?" Luke asked concerned.

Luke hated to see Ashton like this it hurt Luke more than it hurt Ashton.

"I-I'm sorry" Ashton replied.

"Sorry for what" Luke asked.

"I don't want to talk about it" Ashton said still crying.

"Why not?" Luke asked worried.

"Because you'll be mad at me and so will every one else. " Ashton said hugging Luke tighter.

"We won't be mad right?" Luke asked Calum and Michael.

"Yeah we won't be mad ash" Michael said Calum nodding his head in agreement.

"I still don't want to talk about it you'll still be mad at me." Ashton persisted.

"No we won't, please tell us" Luke begged. He wanted to know why Ashton was crying.

"I-I " that's all Ashton could get out before he started cry again.

"Ashton" Luke hugged the boy tighter. Ash was a mess.

" Luke's going to be sad and I don't want that to happen" Ashton said whiling the tears from his eyes.

"If you don't want to talk about it around Luke than he can leave the room and we can tell him" Calum suggested.

"Okay" Ashton agreed.

Luke left the room and sat in the kitchen.

They had closed the door to the living room so Luke couldn't hear and Luke was worried sick.

"What's wrong ash?" Michael asked. "We promise we won't be mad." Michael said.

"I-I cut a-again." Ashton said as he watched the expressions on Michael and claims face drop.

Ashton started crying even harder than before.

Luke sat in his chair still worried when he heard a cry now he was even more worried.

"Ash come here" Michael said embracing the boy into a nice warm loving hug.

"A-are you mad?" Ashton asked.

"No of course we're not" Michael replied.

"Okay" Ashton said sniffling and getting up from the chair he sat in.

"You can go see Luke if you want or you can stay in here while we go and tell him" Michael sugested.

"I'll stay in here and then go see him. " Ashton said.

"Okay well tell you when were done." Calum said and walked out of the room.

They closed the door and walked over to the worried blonde boy.

"How is ash?" Luke asked.

"He's okay I guess" Michael replied.

"What did he tell you?" Luke asked another question.

"We have some bad news, he hurt himself again." Michael said looking sad.

Ashton looked through the small window beside the door. And saw Michael and Calum hugging Luke.

He could tell Luke was crying. He felt really bad. He felt guilty for making someone who loved him so much cry.

Michael got up and went to go get Ashton.

"Luke wants to see you he's worried." Calum said.

"Okay" Ashton said and walked into the dining room.

Ashton felt sad again seeing the boy who he loved cry. Luke hardly ever cried.

Ashton walked over to the crying blonde boy and hugged him as hard as he could.

"I'm sorry" Ashton said trying to calm down the trembling boy. Ashton felt really guilty.

"It's okay" Luke said whipping the tears from his eyes and got up.

Ashton held Luke's hand for an hour until they arrived at their house.

"redy to go?" Luke asked ashton.

"Yeah" Ashton replied.

Luke and Ashton walked out of the tour bus after getting their stuff.

Michael got the key to the front door and unlocked it. He opened the door and all of the boys stepped inside.

It was just how they left it. It was nice to be back home.

"Nice to be back" Michael said smiling.

Calum started to run around the house and Luke and Ashton started to jump up and down. This was the happiest Ashton had been in awhile.

Once they all settled down they decided to order pizza.

The door bell ran and calum jumped up from the house to go answer it.

"Pizzas here" calum said coming back a few minutes later.

"Yay" Ashton replied. Ashton was tiered from running around. This was the best day ever in Ashton's mind.

It was nice having something to take his mind off the whole self harm and als thing.

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A/n: hope you guys liked this chapter. I know it was a bit short but i decided I'd upload something cause I haven't updated in awhile.

Thanks for reading -3li