Dramatically | BL

12 - Nothing

JAE'S POV

When he looked at the name board, his expressions changed. He was shocked, unable to utter a word. Well, this is the surprise I prepared for him. But why don't I feel happy? I was waiting for this day since forever. I thought to hit his weakest spot to take my revenge but why does it feel like I have wronged him.

Since last night, I was feeling uneasy and got a bad feeling about this plan. But why do I have to care if he is hurt or not when this plan was made exactly to destroy him. This is a revenge for what he has done to me so far but why just why in the world am I feeling guilty?

In-Woo faked his smile,"Let's go in!"

"You're here finally?", Tae-Ho said. It was clear we were the last ones to enter. The bar is about 2 minutes away from the college. But I took a long route since I was fighting with my inner self - whether to take him to the bar or not.

"Sit! Sit! Let's drink", he made the two of us sit between other students.

The party was being held in the 1st floor from where the view of ground floor was very clear. At the ground floor, there were bar tenders, bar dancers and VIPs.

"Look at that lady dancing off her ass", Jun-Woo pointed towards In-Woo's mother. He was extremely drunk. "I never told anyone but I am really into milfs."

I saw In-Woo tightening his fist. He was almost ready to punch Jun-Woo right in his face.

"It's Jae and In-Woo's turn to dance now. Go partners!",Jun-Hee said.

Thank God ! The conversation was interrupted by Jun-Hee otherwise there would have been a blood bath before I could even give my surprise to him.

Jun-Hee came up with the idea of dance partners today in the morning and asked all of the third years to write the names of society members who sent their videos to them in chits. Then randomly a name would be chosen by us in evening, that person would become our dance partner. I intentionally wrote In-Woo's name in all 45 chits so that we could be partners and I could execute my main plan more smoothly.

LIGHTS, CAMERA & ACTION!

"Why do I have to dance with In-Woo? I am not gay like him", I said.

Everyone was startled at my words while In-Woo glared at me noticing the sudden change in my behavior.

"But I can dance with his mother", I pointed at his mom. In-Woo clenched his jaw.

"What! She is your mother?", Jun-Woo rushed to In-Woo, "Bro, invite me to your house someday."

In-Woo grabbed the collars of Jun-Woo's shirt and punched him until his jaw bleeded. Some students tried to stop In-Woo but he continued beating the crap out of him. Once Jun-Woo lost his consciousness, In-Woo walked towards me,"So this was your cheap plan, after all?"

He poked his finger at my chest,"You proved me again,how unmanly you are. I thought maybe...just maybe I was wrong about you...maybe you weren't that bad...maybe...just maybe.....there could be something between....huh...but thanks....thanks alot for giving me another reason to validate how a gay man like mee...should never have fallen for a person like you."

Just like that, he left leaving me all puzzled and culpable.

I laughed. So this is how it ends...I am somewhat glad that it ended. He hates me. It's over! The revenge has been taken. We have nothing to do with each other now. I am free of these wavering emotions and weird feelings. I couldn't stop laughing. Everyone looked at me & thought that I have gone crazy.

I hate how I couldn't sleep properly because my mind thought about him all the time! I hate how I felt jealous when he was close to Seung-Ho during the play! I hate how it felt so good when he placed his lips on my cheek! I hate how I liked it when he sat beside me in the class & teased me! I hate how cute he looked in that video! I hate how I fantasized him to suck my dick, kiss me, fuck with me!
I just hate everything!

Which normal straight guy in the world would experience such emotions? I am glad I have cut all the connections with him. Now we are nothing to each other. Oh wait! we never were.

If I am the villain here, I am glad to be called so. I just don't want him to mess my mind. I can never fall for a man. The thought of it terrifies me.

I left the bar, Woo-Jin followed me.

"Min-Jae, are you okay?", he asked with concern.

I laughed,"Can't you see I am so happy right now. It feels amazing. My revenge was successful."

"Jae. Don't hesitate if you like him", he said.

"What? Me? Park Min-Jae liking who? Noh In-Woo? You're so funny", I continued laughing.

"Jae just accept it. There is nothing wrong with it. Stop running away from your own emotions."

"WOO-JIN!", I shouted,"You have no right to tell me what is right or wrong. I am not running away from my emotions. I simply just hate gays."

"You hate gays. But do you hate In-Woo?",he asked.

I couldn't answer.

"Are you scared that you are bisexual? That you like men? When you lived your whole life hating them? Are you scared you're one of them?", he said.

It was raining heavily. I don't know if it was the rain or the tears that were falling down my eyes.

"Yes. I am scared. I am scared that I would fall in love with him. I am scared to face my family, my friends & this society! Did you got your answer?", I smiled in pain.

"Min-Jae", Woo-Jin tried to console me,"It's really not a big deal."

I didn't bother to hear him and moved to the car parking. In-Woo was standing next to my car, as if he was waiting for me. He was all drenched. I really don't have the courage to face him right now. 'I would just behave rudely', I decided.

"Get away from my car!"