Lydia Martin
First Period
I didn't have enough time to talk to Stiles before algebra started. I started the day's math problem shit that was on the board. It was pretty easy, to be honest. I occasionally caught myself singing Lorde lyrics. Surprised no one heard me. Expect for Stiles. He sat next to me and I tried so hard not to look at him. But, who could resist?
Malia sat behind the two of us. Stiles had managed to help her get in this class. And trust me, it wasn't easy. Every time I would talk to Stiles, she'd growl at me. "Woah, but away the claws you can't use, Malia." Was my usual response to that. But, she wouldn't get offended, so on that note. We're okay. For now.
I would get really anxious around Stiles sometimes, I don't know why. I mean I kinda liked him? Yeah, I don't know.
As I was taking notes, I felt a nudge, it was Stiles. I rolled my eyes, and ignored him. I kept taking notes, I felt a nudge again. "What?!" I whispered. Stiles gave me a puppy dog face, how could he do that after what he did? He knew how to win me over. Fuck you, Stiles.
I looked down at his hand in front of me, he had a note in his hand. I quickly took it from before the teacher could see it.
What did he want this time? I opened the note and read it, I was pretending to write, so it didn't matter the teacher caught me because they would get mixed up with the rest of my notes.
Hey Lydia? I'm really sorry. I could probably write sorry a million times but it wouldn't be enough. You don't know how much you mean to me, and I wish I could break up with Malia but I'm scared. Wow, Stiles is scared of Malia? Uh yes I am actually. In fact, I'm terrified. But, there's always something getting in the way and you know that, Lydia. It's heart breaking for the both of us. I'm trying so hard and I feel like you aren't cooperating in this relationship that could be labeled as secretive complicated relationship. So, give me another chance?
-S.S
I grabbed a pen and started writing, just like the good old days sophomore year. Wait- did he just say that he was the only one putting effort into this complicated relationship? Hell no. Does he know how hard I try?
I angrily wrote the note, trying to calm down in the process.
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Breaking Point | stydia au
Fanfiction"-But, someday I hope you see something that reminds you of me and things we used to spend hours talking about. Then, your heart will skip a beat and your throat will get tight. But something's are better left unsaid, aren't they, Lydia?"
