Don't tell anyone or they will destroy you

✧ 8 ✧

Sebastian

Onyx flew in peace and quiet so he won't wake up Azia.

When I held her in my arms I just couldn't believe how beautiful she is. I only know her for a day and this girl just messed with my head.

I think I fell in love with her, but we can't be together because of our families.

We flew to the kingdom. It was really late. The sun started to set. It was beautiful. The sun rays fell on her hair, which began to shine gold.

She is beautiful. I can't say anything else about her, no I can. She's beautiful, kind, funny, stubborn, crazy, she breaks the rules 'cause she wants to feel free and just live her life to the fullest, she's talented. She can sing, and I saw a piano in her room so I think that she can play the piano too.

She can talk with magical beings, she can perfectly ride dragons. She's not afraid of anything, maybe she is but she doesn't show it. She's emotional but she doesn't like to show emotions. And for her father and her kingdom she would be able to lay down her life.

She's just the next queen that every kingdom wants. She's the perfect, not perfect daughter that parents before birth dream about. She would be a perfect older sister and would lead her siblings to right and wrong things, just so they could learn from the mistakes that they make and learn something new.

And she would be a perfect partner. Yeah, she would... but not mine. I can't have her. If she falls in love with me, than our love would be forbidden for us.

Just why anything can't go how it's planned? Why is everything in my way every time?! Firstly my father and than this. I just fell in love with a girl that I can't have. And the worse thing is, that I fell in love with this girl in a day. In one fucking DAY!

I just couldn't take it anymore, so I stopped thinking about it and just looked on the sky. The sky was pretty. There was red, orange, pink and yellow. It seemed that it's warm outside but it was really cold.

And how did I noticed that? I didn't but Onyx did. And how? Because while I was thinking he flew lower so we don't freeze to death. I saw that Azia started to shake from the freezing weather.

„Onyx please go slowly. I have to put my jacket on Azia so she won't freeze to death."

My idea of giving Azia my jacket wasn't good for Onyx, he didn't liked it at first but he won't be able to survive if his rider dies. They are bonded so he won't allow her to die and if she dies he dies with her. It's the bond between rider and the dragon.

I quickly undressed my jacket from my self and I wrapped Azia in it. I pressed her closer to me so she would have enough warmth.

Onyx flew quicker so we would be in the kingdom before the sun totally sets down.

• • •

After 10 minutes, we got into the dragon stables. I picked Azia and I carefully climbed down from Onyx.

He went to his stable and I closed the gate. I went to the main hall where her father was waiting for me. When he saw Azia he run up to her. She was laying and sleeping in my arms.

„Oh my lord, my beautiful daughter is back, she's alive. Thank you so much ehmm.” he forgot my name?

„Seb.”

„Thank you so much Seb.”

„Where can I put her?” I asked.

„Oh yeah, you can go to her room. And if you want you can spend a night here in our kingdom. My maids will bring you some new clothes and they will make for you two tea and some food. You must be hungry. You didn't eat anything today.”

„Thank you so much sir. I don't know what else should I say, I'm really glad that you are doing this for me, thank you.”

„You brought home my daughter, the only person left in my family, I am truly grateful to you, I don't know what I would do without her. Eat, wash and sleep here is the least I can do. I would do more for you. Do you want gold, houses, fields in return? Tell me, what does your heart yearn for?” he asked.

What does my heart yearn for? My heart yearns for your daughter, but I can't say that.

„My heart yearns for love. For a great family.” I said.

„That's the only thing I can't give you son. I'm sorry.” he said.

„It's okay. Don't worry sir.”

„What would you like to eat?”

„I don't know. Just some food you know.” I said and he laughed.

„Okay son, I will ask my cook to make you something that will fill you up.”

I nodded my head in agreement and went out of the room. My steps were heading to Azia's room.

I opened the door and went inside. I put Azia on her bed and cover her with blanket. I tucked a lock of her hair that was going into her face and just stared at her. She's so beautiful.

I can't even say how beautiful she is. You can't describe her beauty by words. She was peacefully sleeping. She looked so vulnerable. As if she sensed that I was looking at her and she smiled.

Somebody knocked on door. I opened them and there was maid, standing there.

„Hello, sir. I just brought some new clothes for you and some tea.” after she said that, she came into the room, put the tea on a table, the new clothes put in my hands and she left.

I saw that Azia has her own bathroom so I used the bathroom to wash myself.

When I was clean and in new clothes I came back to the room.

When I was in bathroom I guess there was a maid because when I came back, there was a lot of food on table.

I only ate some bread with butter, ham and some vegetables. I was sooo hungry after this long day but I couldn't eat anything for some reason. And of course tired but I couldn't sleep. I stayed up all night because I kept eye on Azia.

• • •

I was up all night and right now, I was sitting in Azia's room and was watching the first rays of the sun appear in the sky.

I heard some noises so I turned my head and saw that Azia woke up. When she saw me first she looked scared but then when she realized that it was me, she smiled at me. So I smiled back and walked over to her bed.