Imagines {Justin Bieber and Jason McCann}

Suicide Letter -Justin Bieber

Dear reader,

My name is Ellie Madison but most people call me El. Everyone says I had the perfect life a year ago; my boyfriend was the famous Justin Bieber, I was the smartest, most popular, prettiest girl in year 11 and I was a 'rich bitch' as some people liked to call me. Me and my boyfriend had been dating for 2 years and we were so inlove, we were the schools cutest couple that everyone wanted to be. I laugh upon it now, we were not so perfect after all, i was just to blind to see it then. I was an A+ student in all of my subjects; i had perfect, silky, waist lengh, blonde hair; blue eyes and i was nice to everyone. 

Everything was perfect until the day my parents died in a car crash. That was only the start of my depression you see; i still had my perfect boyfriend, my beauty and my popularity but i lost all my money and my grades went down, dramatically. I went from being an A+ student to getting C's while i was in foster care and when i got adopted into a family they dropped again to D's and F's. My adopted Family abused me and made me do everything around the house. I became stressed and lost my hair and i got pimples all over my face. That was my beauty gone. My depression kicked in and all i wanted to do was be alone, i lost all my friends and nobody cared about me. That was my popularity gone. The last thing i had left was my boyfriend. He loved me and i loved him in return but when he got caught up in his music he forgot about me and broke up with me. That was my Boyfriend gone. 

Everything in my life was gone. I had nobody, nothing but depression. I didnt even have medication. But you still havent heard the worst of it. I went from the most popular girl in school to the least popular and i began to get bullied. Nobody wanted me, nobody loved me and nobody cared about me. 

 Last week Justin came back to see me. He told me he still loved me and wanted me back. I still loved him deeply but i also hated him and had already killed him in my head a thousand different times, a thousand different ways. He began to see my cuts and see my full depression. Unlike most people he cared and did not bully me for it. He was very sweet and very caring but i can not do this anymore. I love you Justin but i have to say goodbye. Forever. 

I could not deal with the mostly unrecognizable pain any longer. it is time for me to leave this torturous earth while is still can. I will be upon Manly towers until 12am tonight and from then you will either see me lying on the street below or in the morgue. 

I wish you well on your life ahead Justin and i hope this does not effect you or your career. I love you. Good bye.

From El. 

Justins POV:

I put down the letter and looked at the time. It was 11:24pm. El had asked me to meet her in her room at 12am tonight if i still cared but i came early to surprise her. I guess she just wanted someone to notice her letter and that she was gone. I juped out the window of her bedroom the way i came in and ran. i didnt stop running until i got to the train station. I jumped on a train to the city. The train takes about 25 minutes and it was 11:30pm. I was texting her non-stop telling her i love her and i care for her but i didnt mention anything about suicide because i didnt want her to know i read the letter already. I ran of the train and run around the city looking for the building. it was 11:58 when i finally found the building. Every minute as it got closer to 12am felt like it was getting shorter and shorter. I ran inside the building and into an elevator and hit the button to floor 32. I went straight up to the top floor but i still have 2 flights of stairs to walk up. As i get to the top it is 12:01am. Am i to late?

El's POV:

I sit on the edge of the building looking down at the people below. Walking around at night like everything is okay in the world when they dont understand people are dying, crying and already dead inside. There all idiots. I look down at my phone. 12:01am. I wanted to wait to see if i got a text from Justin, to see if he actually turned up at my house, to see if he actually cared, to see if he actually knew. Nothing. Justin the texts from 10 minutes ago saying he loved me. Probably his excuse for not turning up. I stood up on the edge of the building with the wind blowing my hair in my face. I look down at the people below one last time. Before i Jump. 

"STOP!" i hear from behind me. I did. 

Justins POV:

I yelled at her with all my heart and all the power i had in my lungs. She turned around to look at me but she stayed on the edge of the building. She had tears running down her face and her makeup was smudged. 

"P-please; stop," I said softly

She walked off the edge towards me as i walked closer to her. She wrapped her arms around me a i did the same to her. 

"what are you doing here?" she said crying onto my shoulder barly able to get the words out. 

"I came to save the love of my life," I whispered in her ear.

El's POV: 

We hugged for a while. I was still a metre away from the edge and even while being with Justin i still wanted to jump. I just wanted everything to end. I just wanted to see my mum and dad. I looked into Justins dark brown eyes only just able to see the colour in the limited light we got from the city glow. We kissed. As i pulled away from the magic of our lips touching i whispered.

"I love you to Justin, please remember that, even when i am gone."

I pushed myself away from Justin and fell backwards over the edge. As i was falling i looked up to Justin and he looked back down at me as i hit the ground.