Shit (a journal)

okayyyyyy

Today, same as last part (I'm gonna do this thing where if it's the same day as the part before it, I'm gonna write a word instead of numbers.)

Watched Wish, pretty good, I like Star and Valentino, my fav characters in the whole movie.

Ok, so I had these friends, and-

Ok, should I start from the first friend break up, or the most recent?

First one? Sí

In fifth grade, so a couple school years ago? Uhm, 2022-2023

I was hanging out with my two besties at the time

Just talking, talking about random things shit, making sex jokes because we're like that

One of my friends, let's call her H, she slide in that she was lesbian. I took this opportunity to tell them I'm trans.

Ohhhhh boyyyy did that not work as well as I thought it would.

I get distracted, by something, a Cheeto on the ground.

I go to pick it up to throw it away, and H is standing there.

She's wearing a dress, so I carefully grab the Cheeto, making sure I don't look under her dress.

I grab the Cheeto, and walk to throw it away.

I come back, and she's pissed off.

I stare at her,like what is her problem.

"YOU LOOKED UNDER MY DRESS! AND NOW YOU'RE LOOKING AT MY BOOBS!" she screamed.

"Ok, hold up, I did not do either of those things, I would never do that! I made sure I didn't look under your dress! And I'm looking at your face! Calm down!" I replied.

She calmed down, and her best friend, that she clearly was crushing on

(btw has a boyfriend now, so, karma?)

started talking again.

I join in, and they push me away.

What did I do? I just wanna hang with my besties

Later at lunch time, H makes a joke to me and J (J is the girl she's clearly crushing on), sticking her finger through the little holes in the table.

Classic sex joke. We laugh, and I do the joke with her, clearly thinking that this is all fun and games.

APPARENTLY NOT

HE NEXT FUCKING DAY, THE PRINCIPAL IS TELLING ME TO NOT TALK TO H AND J ANYMORE BECAUSE OF SOME JOKE I WAS MAKING WITH HER

So, I said, "yeah, I can not talk to her."

We left it at that.

Or so I thought. This bitch started harassing me, making fun of me, telling me she got a girlfriend (J) and throwing rocks at me.

Ok, cool, I'm fine, just gonna ignore her.

She went away after that.

Occasionally we give each other a lot of hate. Mostly her tbh

Ok, that's it for now! See ya!