Use me don't love me(unedited)( gxgxg)

Anything but jealousy

Isabelle' pov

I couldn't help but stare at freya through my interior window and sometimes she was looking at me too carefully. She was probably wondering why I was staring so much. Our eyes would met briefly and I would look away immediately. I thought about her throughout yesterday night , the image of her being naked on my mind haunted me . I didn't put much thought about why I was thinking about that . Maybe is because she is the first girl I have seen naked apart from myself or maybe is because she had lesbian sex . It had to be any of that and nothing else.

When freya entered the car , willow greeted and  called her frey and I made mental note to ask willow about it even though freya had choose to ignore the nickname. Throughout the drive to school, luna and freya were talking and it wasn't one sided . Surprisingly freya had something to say even though it was little. I just didn't know why it did not seat well with me seeing luna and freya discussing like they had known each other for a while I didn't want to pry but I definitely did, luna just kept flirting not too much but I could tell she was and freya didn't seem to mind but she didn't flirt back .

We reached school and we all got down. I took notice of Freya's outfit , she wore a black skirt revealing her pretty legs and a pink top . I could not understand the girl , sometimes her outfit were dark , sometimes they were not and the rest of the time they were in between. I honestly don't think she has any thoughts before choosing her outfit . Me on the other hand I dress to impress. I saw myself looking at willow again, I had took notice of her when I went to pick her up , willow has her own car but I always insist on her riding with me since I don't like to drive alone and willow hardly says no to me although sometimes I have to bribe her or give her my ultimate cute look . Willow wore a short and oversized polo shirt. I look up at her and she met my eyes but she looked away after a second. What was that

" reya do you mind giving me a tour around the school " luna spoke her attention on Freya . Does she like her or what cause I was aware that Luna has a girlfriend. As much as I don't like gay people , Luna is my favourite cousin , I was excited when I heard she was coming over although I wish she was straight and not a P.I.A pain in my ass but I still love her nevertheless .

" let me show you around " luna looked at me surprised that I offered, seem like willow was too but Freya seem unfazed by this.

" I don't want you I want reya " Luna whined .

" I do think is best that Isabelle shows you around Lou , she's the boss around here " Freya said. But what struck me was the fact that she called Luna Lou . When did that happened. Was everybody giving each other nickname and I was fast as sleep . I hated the feeling that I felt now . I was not a jealous type. And no I'm not jealous why should i . I have no right to be . I just got to work on making Freya consider me a friend that's all.

" well guys I'm heading off see you at lunch " Freya was glancing around. I followed suit to see people staring at us or should I say me . I'm quite popular and of course I love it . Freya turned to walk away

" wait , we could go to together?" I asked with both willow 's and Luna's eyes on me

" no I'm good " she paused and watched me , maybe trying to figure out what my problem was today . I wouldn't blame her though
" but I would see you guys later at lunch " she continued. And with that she disappeared.

Exactly that moment I sighted Henry walking over to us . He gave me a kissed immediately he was close

" hi babe , how are you "

" good I honestly couldn't not ...,

" well I'm off too " willow interrupted . She gave Henry a look . Was she still mad about yesterday I thought I apologised . Willow didn't wait for my response and she left too . This girl and her anger issues .

I introduce Henry to Luna and explained to him that we would speak later cause I had to show Luna around . Henry left and said he was going to check his schedule

I dragged luna into the school to show her around

" it looks like I am in for a lot of drama " luna chuckles

" what do you mean "

"What's going on between you and Freya , you kept staring at her in the car" she eyed me

" I should ask you the same thing , what's going on between you and freya , don't you have a girlfriend are you just trying to hurt her or something

" I'm in a open relationship with Yasmin , I'm free to see anyone I like and why are you acting like you care for her "

" cause I do " I snapped " I mean I want to , I haven't been a good friend to her , I don't think I have even been a friend at all but I really want to change that" I said calmly

" I don't think you can " she said her voice being serious

" why not "

" you can't be a good friend to her if you hate her sexuality "

" she never said she was gay " I was surprise this conversation was not getting me upset as I thought it would

" she is , my gaydar is never wrong plus I took her v card " luna grinned .
So Freya was a virgin , I had a guess but I wasn't too sure then and luna took that away . I really don't know how I felt about that

" and so " I sighed " can we not talk about this now "

" okay " she giggled. Honestly it's crazy on the whole thing I have to deal with , willow and her anger issues, Luna and her trying to convince me to stop being a gay hater and with me trying to understand Freya . This year was going to be something

I finished showing Luna around and we went to get our schedule .  I only have three classes and luna has four and fortunately we didn't have the same class . I was glad that I didn't have to deal with her in class .

" we should go to our class we're already late " we were actually very late .

" okay bye cuz " Luna said and left that was after I had shown her how to locate her class and with that I went to mine .

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