Use me don't love me(unedited)( gxgxg)

If i was with a girl

Isabelle's Pov

Luna pulled away from freya to meet my eyes . Guess she could feel my glaze
" woah it looks like you want to kill me right now " she spoke with a smirk on her face . Freya turned, staring at me longer than usual . She seem to be thinking about something .

" can't you guys wait till you are alone before you attack each other lips " I hissed . Causing willow to giggle beside me I glare at her with my warning look and she covered her mouth with her hand trying to stop the sound from escaping her lips, turning away from me . I rolled my eyes and gave my attention back to Luna and Freya mostly Freya because her eyes were on me

" I do imagine what it would be like with you kissing a girl " Freya spoke her eyes not leaving mine. That was so unexpected that I found myself speechless

" I would probably eat a pig if that would happen " willow joked beating me to answer Freya .

" honestly " Luna hummed " but if you had to kiss a girl to save yourself who would you kiss between Freya and willow " Luna expression was thoughtful

I refuse to answer that

Instead I sat down opposite Luna realising I had been standing since . I didn't even notice when willow got comfortable on the seat

" come on now , don't be a pussy " Luna was determined .

" don't you think your question is silly " even though willow was going through her phone I knew she was paying attention and Freya definitely was too as she still hasn't taking her eyes off me . She was looking at me like she was trying to figure me out or like she could read though me

" well I would kiss both of them " I stated . Willow almost immediately looked up from her phone . My response drew her attention on my face that was already shining a bright red because of the six eyes on me but and it was basically the truth realising what I said I added " but that is never going to happen, I can't be gay " I found myself gritting my teeth .

" you can kiss girls without being gay , it's called experimentation " Luna blinked her eyes.

Was she trying to say that I could kiss willow or Freya just to see how it would feel without me being gay

That honestly doesn't make sense

Plus there's no way I could consider that

" can we stop talking about gays and whatever " my voice came out harsher than I expected

" that's not fair , I'm bi " Luna whined " but fine " she agreed

Freya had taken her eyes off me , but when I thought we had changed the topic she noted " I wouldn't mind kissing you , your lips are so nice plus I have been kissing Lou a lot would like to try something else "

The fact that she said so with a normal voice but it sounded so seductive to me was crazy

I was short of words and all I could do was stare at her . Freya received a light smack from Luna.

" I'm going to buy lunch , who's hungry " willow blurted out suddenly gaining everyone's attention. Distracting us from Freya comment

We all agreed that we wanted something , Freya offered to help her with buying lunch but I insisted on helping willow

At the end Luna ended up going because willow said I was a princess and I shouldn't bother forcing Luna to tag along . I couldn't help but smile at the compliment .

They left leaving me alone with Freya. I wanted to talk to her but I notice she had her ear phone on and she was looking anywhere but me .it actually felt like she didn't want to involve in any conservation with me

Although it hurt my pride I let her be . Spent the few seconds scrolling through my phone before willow and Luna showed up with our food .

It didn't take long before we were all done with our food . We discussed while eating , I tried as much as possible to involve Freya in the conversation, she was determined to say nothing or say little though

We headed to my car , time to go home .
Getting comfortable in the driver seat I turned to face Luna
" why are you even riding with us " she had her own car , many for that matter . Wait did I mention that Luna was richer than me . Her whole family were business owners, her parents and brothers.

" just wanted to be with my reya " her voice very flirty. But Freya paid no mind to it

" that's not my business is it " I replied . Willow seem oblivious to what's going on

The girl is always on her phone

" if you don't want me to ride with you then I'm going to have to steal Freya so we could ride together in my own car "

" that's not going to happen "

"Then I'm stuck with you " I sighed knowing that she had won the argument

Not wanting to give up i faced Freya " are you aware that she has a girlfriend " Luna froze up guess I was right, she didn't tell Freya

" I was erm_ going to t_tell

" I don't care " Freya cut Luna short " I don't like you that very much or at all in that way to be bothered if you're with someone or not

I expected luna's expression to sour on hearing that but instead a big smile was on her face

" and here I was worried that you were going to fall in love with me " Luna smile slowly turned into a smirk.

I frowned knowing that this whole thing was not going like I expected. With that I removed myself from the conversation and turned my attention to the road ready to drop everyone at their homes and get home too.

And of course the first person I wish I could drop off was Luna but unfortunately she lives with me so instead I dropped Freya first and as usual she gave me the thank you with her smile . It's not like I mind her being appreciative but I just couldn't figure out if those smile were real or not . But I don't think I would be seeing that smile anymore after what I said to her when dropping her off .

I dropped willow second. She gave me a hug , she always does but this time it came with a kiss on the cheek. And at that moment I remembered that something was wrong with my heart

Cause why is it beating so hard like it wants to rip off from my chest

I ignored the feeling like I always do and drove I and Luna home.

I walked straight to my room , no one was home is not like I was expecting my mum to be home , she's hardly home . It comes with its peek but sometimes I miss her so much , I rather die than to admit that to her though .

I undress then put on a more comfortable clothing and fell on my bed ready to Sleep

I couldn't sleep though occupied with my thoughts . I needed to blow out some steam so I picked up my phone and dial the familiar number

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