It all comes to you. (OMEGAVERSE) (Ohmnanon)

Tell the truth.

"Did you tell Piploy about Nanon?" asked Khao while he sat beside me with a coffee.

"Did you go to the coffee shop before the classes today?" I asked him.

"Yeah, I had to return his shirt." Khao said, making me look at him with a smug smile.

"Why did you have his shirt?" I asked him.

"Oh, I dropped coffee on mine when I went to his cafe yesterday. So he gave me his shirt."

"He what, now?"

"Don't worry, he didn't take off his shirt before me. He was wearing his cafe's merchandise shirt, so he gave me the shirt he wore in the morning."

"So, you slept with the shirt on?"

"How did you know that?"

"I was asking, but okay." as I said that, Khao's cheeks turned red.

"Khao, that's not all you did, is it?" I asked, surprised.

"It's not like that." Khao said, trying to hide his face.

"Khao."

"Okay, okay. Stop with the third degree. It was all I had. I have needs too."

"Khao, what did you do?" 

"Well, it's not like I planned it. The shirt was obviously loose, and the collar stuck to my nostrils. His pheromones all around the shirt made me horny. I was extremely horny, and I couldn't help it so."

"You pleasured yourself wearing his shirt?"

"Yeah," Khao said, embarrassed. 

"Wow! I never thought someone like you would be like that." I said, as I was amazed by this side of him.

"You don't know, Ohm. You are yet another alpha. Do you know how much of an effect your sexual drive has once you have met your alpha? Every heat without him feels like a punishment. It's like God never wanted to see me happy. Every heat that I have to spend without his pheromones takes such huge tolls on my health to the point where I can't even stand straight after the heat. Good thing you gave Nanon your shirt. At least he was able to nest around it. What am I supposed to do? Ask for a shirt from the person who's made it clear that he doesn't want me. I can't even tell him how stressful heats get because I have no right to. Because my alpha doesn't want me.

I know I always show my happy side, but that's because you guys tend to smile when I smile. Life is not easy for any of you. And when I feel like I could be the reason for the smile on your face, I do it. I have had the worst heats in the past few months and I can't tell anyone. I tend to be happy because that is all I know. Every time I try to make an effort for him and he comes ahead with his 'I told you I am not ready to date yet', my heart crashes. And yet, I smile and go back to meet him because I know he just doesn't want to get distracted right now. But Ayan cries when I remember that my alpha doesn't want me. He doesn't see my effort, and I am not as important to him as he is to me." Seeing Khao, our ball of sunshine, like that broke me. He broke down on my shoulder, crying, as he let all his emotions out at once. I never knew Khao was carrying so much pain within himself. Khao is the one person in the whole world who deserves happiness like no one else. And knowing that there is one human out there who's taking him for granted angers me. There's a part of me that wants to tell Khao to just reject him and move on. He is doing so much for him, and if he's still going unseen, then I am going to kill that bastard. I want to tell Khao to leave him alone with this business. But when Khao talks about him, the adoration in Khao's eyes for him is too much for me to let out a word. 

But who am I to even comment on that? I haven't told my girlfriend about my existing mate. My mate, who is advising me to get my best, is the one I am supposed to hurt. And the reason I am not rejecting him yet is because I am doubting my girlfriend. What if Piploys finds out about this whole thing and does go with her mate? With what face am I supposed to tell Nanon that I am free? Why would he want someone who keeps him as his backup plan? And worst of all, since the day of that conversation, Pat hasn't once talked to me. He's been nothing but silent. He is angry, and I can tell it because he is a part of me. But is he even trying to understand what kind of situation I am in? No.

A/N: Short chapter, and most probably the only chapter until next Wednesday. I have a few commitments, and they need a major amount of my attention, so I'll be busy. 

See y'all, you can leave me comments about your thoughts on the future of this novel.