Her pov; Hi I am yan? You guys can call me yan. I have a friend or should I say my ex flings also. He is my childhood friend. And 2020 he confessed but I rejected him because I liked someone else before. 2023 he confessed and wanted to pursue me. He courted me and I accepted it. We were m.u back then.
I did love him but it was wrong because he is INC while me a catholic. I made him stop 2 reasons. Because I still don't love myself enough and also because he is INC. But we were still friends
2024 he confessed again and made a bet. A bet where we will have a relationship for a week. If I fell for him again. But when July 20 2024. He chatted me around 6:26 am. Btw he is in other country while me in the philippines.
"hi cial, good evening or should i say good morning po? Since 6am diyan. Happy 7th monthsary and happy 4 years and 7 months of liking you. Uunsad na po ako mahal, i knoe dati pa po green light. Pasensya na natagalan hm? But here i am moving on now but that doesn't mean i dont like you. My like or my love to be exact for you is unconditional, pero mahal kailangan ko na pong sumuko. Im not tired nor like someone, i just knew na wala na talaga. you're not hard to love but siguro hindi lang talaga ako mahal mo, let's focus on ourselves and have your freedoms once you turn at the right age hm? Don't hurt yourself, k**** is there if you need help. If you want some ice cream when you are at your low, request Keith. He will be there. Till we met again mahal if babalik pa talaga ako. Thank you for letting me enter your life even if it's just temporarily"
"Now for our friendship, let's end this friendship yanyan, we need to focus on ourselves po 'diba? And maybe that's enough reason for us para mapadali ma end po ito. I dont want to be your bestfriend anymore or your buddy. But you can talked or rant on my instagram if you are feeling down, i maybe always here for you but not all the time anymore yanyan. I'm sorry if I broke my promise but I need to focus on myself now."
That is what he said. He wanted to focus on his self.
It hurts because he is my bestfriend or trust worthy friend but i need to accept it. One thing I knew, i always blamed myself.
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Vents, rants, letter and problems
Puisithis is not a story but a reminder and a note for you guys this letter are for people who has a problem that cant solve family problem anxiety depression break up here are some tips of you guys. and i know some of you can relate
