Feburary 2018
Lexie Liu recalled a conversation she had with Shuhua.
"So you know about Chen Yifan?"
"Know him, he's my gege in all but name. I have lots of good memories playing with him. I'm surprised you're asking me about him. Are you trying to hit on my cousin?"
"Girl I don't even know him personally..."
"I'm just looking out for gege. It's bad enough he got most of Taiwanese girls in chokehold but there's rumors that some of the sunbaes from other idol groups are even taking an interest. The last thing I need is another girl trying to chase after my cousin. It's already awkward being known as Yifan's cousin." Shuhua expressed her grievances.
It seemed her association with Yifan has been troubling to say the least. Given his popularity with young girls in China she felt bad for Shuhua for always being bombarded for questions. It doesn't help that Yuqi is a big fangirl. Fangirls were strange and most trainees she met were fangirls of one group or another. She wouldn't call herself one, maybe for Nickthereal but that's it!!
[Hook: Lexie Liu]
他们屏住呼吸 脸上笑得僵
装满浆糊脑袋 转不停地想
哪个世界才是 他们的向往
但无论最後哪里都一样eh
They say Imma get it someday right now I'm too young
But I ain't gonna keep my head down Aint gon Right my wrongs
他们问我为什么谁的忙都不帮
投来冷漠目光在一旁就像平常
[Verse 1: Lexie Liu]
我不想活我也不想死
眼里曾有光像骆驼祥子
标错的欺骗的掰弯的道德的量尺
挡住了天花板的裂缝和发黄的墙纸
所有混沌里的恐惧和嫉恨
发芽在这凶险的气氛
沉默在一片黑暗里
砸碎赌上十瓶心血的毕生
行军万里高喊着必胜
竖起钢铁脊梁的立正
He marching through the bullets putting up the peace sign
Yeah dat peace sign Ah
重复关于人海中的小我
擦亮眼我只是坟头上一小朵
在楚门的世界我们混淆黑白对错
在祖坟的面前跪下救赎罪过
你一直重复关于人海中的小我
擦亮眼你只是坟头上一小朵
在楚门的世界我们混淆黑白与对错
在祖坟的面前跪下救赎罪过
[Verse 2: Robb Bank$]
Young brotha white like tight like a brick
Bad bihh (bitch), new girlfriend
Double up check my drip
Brotha pimp talk when I walk with a limp
Fuck them in a new coupe probably that flips
Bitch I ain’t got no roof, top in the Benz
Gucci suspenders, don’t play with my temper
Pull up on your block, make you dip
I tried to top off the mozzy like strip
Whip out the baby no crib
Roll with your old lady no hip
Ball with chain like its slavery no ship
I got it locked down no jury can bench
I break the block down and aim at your head
I break down the block and show you the land
Y’all be like ‘oh wow I whipped out the head...again’
Walking it, going in, rolling it, pouring it, fuck your bih (bitch)
Stroking it, sit by my chair make her snort it up
I’m that brotha, know it’s him, bow your head
Brought the pump in here, gang gang , your hard head
Got the light hemi turn it to a solar flare
[Hook: Lexie Liu]
他们屏住呼吸 脸上笑得僵
装满浆糊脑袋 转不停地想
哪个世界才是 他们的向往
但无论最後哪里都一样eh
They say Imma get it someday right now I'm too young
But I ain't gonna keep my head down
Ain’t gon right my wrongs
他们问我为什么谁的忙都不帮
投来冷漠目光在一旁就像平常
[Outro: Lexie Liu]
咬断舌头 殷红的咸腥在口中撒野
让我磕头 停不下来撰写这一刻详略
Since I don’t know 有我或者没我有何差别
不能带走 也不能留下虽然我了解
Music end
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Lexie Liu: Gidle's Chinese Tigeress
AdventureHailing from China, Lexie Liu has always been immersed by music whether by dancing or learning to play different instruments. Driven by a desire to create music she began posting music online where a Korean agency offers her a chance to compete in K...
